All The Things I've Never Said Before - Part 9

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There are so many options you can do to help kill the feelings that you feel, like drinking a lot or working hard. But constantly having to push through and sometimes pushing those around you as far away as possible until there is no way for you to reach them. I think the only way to completely stop this feeling that you are feeling, is to die. And no one is ever ready for that. I say that's a good thing because those people who choose otherwise to stay will be a much better and stronger person for it and that's not even the most interesting thing. You see I find that the most interesting things that I have discovered are the amazing people I have ever come to meet are the ones who have influenced and who helped shape the world itself. The ones who feel too much but lived through it