All The Things I've Never Said Before - Part 9

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As we sat there in the school cafeteria she couldn't help but see him with her and it was at that moment when the truth finally came out. "Why didn't he go for me, why is it that I'm never the one they want. It just feels all so pointless. Like everything I'm doing feels like something is wrong like I'm either always saying the wrong thing or something. While she on the other hand is somehow always saying the right thing and she doesn't even bother to try and they just always pick her. For everything. While I end up being the one who tries so hard and still ends up never being the one. They tell me it's never a competition but to me it is