LOVE OR HATE ?

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(PORCHAY POV)

After Claire left the room i was all alone. "KIM, why you're doing this  ?" I cried as a i remembered the past . I remembered every moment which i spent with him. "Did you forget everything?" I was thinking....

(IN THE PAST)

"Oh God, this Kim is so annoying, i hate him , ahhhhh. Even thinking about him make me want to punch his face." I was complaining to apo while laying on his bed. Apo was busy playing video game "Are you even listing to me ?"i asked him.

"Yeah, yeah I'm listening. But what he did now?"apo asked me.

"seriously you're asking me this ? Ask me what he didn't do. Ahhhh. Why the fuck he is so annoying???" I was yelling at this point when finally apo left his game and set beside me.

"Tell me about it. Do you want me to punish him ?" Apo said.

"ohh , please, you don't do anything. I'm alone is enough for him. Just waiting for the right moment. " I said him with a devilish smile in my face.

"so what he did to make my sweet bestie so angry, huh ?" Apo asked me again

" i was trying to write a new song this morning because obviously i don't have anything to do. When he suddenly came inside my room and started reading my lyrics out and loud and started laughing. When i asked him why he was laughing, he said i don't have any emotions so I can't write anything. Do you believe that ? He said i don't have any emotions. He didn't stop there he took that page from my hand and throw that in the garbage." I was saying all of these when apo started laughing.

My frustrations was on the top " WHY YOU'RE LAUGHING, APO ? DO YOU HAVE A DEATH WISH? i asked him angrily.

He pulled my cheeks and said "you're so cute, chay . Obviously it's funny when you get angry. Just look at your face , you're red like a cherry. And about the emotions.   I have to think about them "

i was already frustrated but now i wanted to kill someone. I started bitting him. I Punched him and he tried to protect. We started fighting. After a while i calmed down but i didn't wanted to stay with him because he was annoying me so i left.

I know Porsche was tensed about something so I didn't bother him when i came back. I went straight to my room. There was a note on my desk. I saw some song lyrics. It was so beautiful and melodious i couldn't help but think who wrote them. For my surprise there was a message in the back side of note

"THE SKY CAN FALL BUT I KNOW WE'LL BE SAFE IF YOU'RE HOLDING ME TIGHT." I was blushing while reading the message, i knew who sent me that. I took my guitar and went to the roof where he was sitting,

"if you hold me tight i know there wouldn't be a reason why , we even have to say goodbye"i said while sitting beside him. He was smiling.

"I'm sorry , i didn't meant to say that in the morning."kim said.

"Sorry won't work now . You've to play this song for me." I said while blushing. I won't deny that in these few days kim almost became someone so special to me that i couldn't help but think what will i do without him ? I didn't know if it was love or attraction but whatever it was i didn't want this to end. Even though he is super annoying some time and sometime I want to hit him so hard but I can't imagine a single day without seeing him.

"I can't sing if you stare at me like this." He said. "Am i that handsome?" I was blushing at that moment. I playfully hit his arm. "ouch it's hurt " "Good. Now are you going to sing or i just leave?" I said "Okay, baby boy. I'll sign but don't blame me if someone sees us " he said and then he started singing.

"All this time I sink, drowning like a stone
Tryna close my eyes, shut my ears on this throne
Losing my way home, then you came along
Everywhere we are, felt like where I belong
Lost in your eyes there was no place I could hide
Take me inside and let me live in your mind
No pain tonight, this place is reserved for only you and I
'Cause I wanna stay on your side
Even if the world come crashing down tonight, we'll be fine
Hold me close and we'll just leave it all behind
Why don't you stay"

(Song name : why don't you stay.(English version) (FIRST PART)
Original singer: Jeff Satur)

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