"yes, i know that he's my ex
but can't two people reconnect?
i only see him as a friend
(the biggest lie i ever said)"
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in which calum hood invites
his ex girlfriend to join his band
on tour one more time for
old time's sake.
calum hood x fem!oc
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user1 that's not @sullifisher ... — user2 oh shit no it's not — user3 THAT'S A BRUNETTE
ashtonirwin i wonder who took this for you?? — calumhood ahahah thanks ash — kinsleyp thank you ash!❤️
user4 who tf is this kinsley chick
lukehemmings so THAT'S where you 3 went
crystalleigh pretty sunset! — sierradeaton that's what I was gonna say ahaha — michaelclifford not pretty than you, crys(; — crystalleigh you're weird by ily lol
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"You're kidding me, right?"
Mack had her face in her hands, apparently tired of me pacing her apartment.
"Sulli, sit down, please." she begged.
I stopped in the middle of the floor, throwing my hands out to the side. "Is she why i've been ghosted for the past 2 weeks?"
"Maybe? I don't know." Mack was throwing her hands out to the side now too. "He's not my ex, Sulli, he's yours. Why don't you ask him?"
"Have you not heard me say that he's ghosted me? He's not answering my texts."
A knock on the door cut me off, I groaned loudly before stomping over to answer it. Sierra and Crystal stood at the door, I scoffed at the sight of them.
Loudly.
"How long have you two known?" I raised an eyebrow, reluctantly letting them in.
I was irritated with them, but I also needed them right now. I hadn't even called them to come over, they just knew. I was dumb and let myself get attached and I knew they had figured it out.
After Paris, I really thought Calum and I were going to get together again. And I was starting to prepare myself for a relationship again. I was ready to dive back into life with him.
And then, all of a sudden, we got to America two weeks ago and nothing. I'd show up to the concert in San Diego and he basically acted like I wasn't even there. It broke my heart.
So, I stopped showing up to the concerts.
2 weeks later, he hasn't even called or texted once.
"We found out today too, promise." Sierra blurted as we all sat down on the couches in Mack's living room.
Crystal reached for my hands, holding them tightly. "He brought her to the Vancouver show last weekend, called her a friend, but then we never saw her again."
"And we asked him why you weren't coming anymore he said you'd told him tour life wasn't for you anymore."
I scoffed again, but this time at Calum. "You didn't think to ask me?" I put a finger against my chest, fighting the tears in my eyes.
"He told us not to." Sierra mumbled.
I angrily pushed myself off the couch, pacing again. "Hello, red flag number 1!" I fought the urge to scream. "You should've known something was up."
Mack jumped up, marching over and grabbing hold of me before pulling me back to the couch. She was tired of me pacing.
Sierra held onto my hands this time. "Sulli, we're so sorry. We were dumb and didn't think anything of it and we totally should've." Her head fell on top of mine, pulling me back to relax on the couch.
I felt tears stinging my eyes.
I'd fought them off for so long that they'd finally won. I gave in, letting the hot tears roll down my cheeks. Crystal even leaned in, taking one of my hands from Sierra.
"I know you never stopped loving him, Sulli. I know this hurts like hell. But we'll all get through this together, alright?" Crystal ran her thumb across my knuckles, attempting to comfort me.
It was helping, that's for sure.
The two girls really helped get me through the breakup the first time. Maybe this time they'll help me get through the breakup that's not really a breakup.
"I don't think i'm gonna come back to tour for a while." I laughed through my tears.
We all laughed, even Mack.
Sierra nuzzled herself closer to me, "We don't blame you."
Crystal sat up, looking down at me, the most pitiful looking smile on her face.
"Want us to send Ash over after the show tonight? They're in LA for 2 shows."
I nodded quickly. "Please." Outside of Calum, i'd grown the closest to Ashton over the past decade. He just somehow always manages to make me feel better regardless of the situation.
"Ok, we cry tonight, we get drunk tomorrow?" Mack suggested out of nowhere.
We all burst into laughter, not expecting the words to come out of my sister's mouth. But we all quickly agreed, knowing that, maybe, it was just what we needed.
