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20

Jeonghan woke up at 6

His body was so used to alarms waking him up at that time that he didn't even need it anymore.

It was awkward, waking up at someone's house earlier than them.

You just gotta....wait and do nothing.

So he got off bed, got fresh.

He smiled as he saw a note their.

Joshua and his cute note agendas.

'Here's a new toothbrush for when you wake up (:

Good morning'

Jeonghan wished he could wake up every day to these cute little notes.

He could kill if he had to.

But...

He gets reminded of those days again....

*Flashback*

"Jeonghan dear, I let you be my son's best friend. That doesn't mean I will let him be your lover. A boy who has nothing. No wealth, manner, or class."

Jeonghan saw this day right in the beginning.

He knew he wasn't anywhere near Joshua and his families class,

But he still wanted him. Part of him wanted to lock Joshua up in a room with him forever.

He knew those weren't normal thoughts.

Well, actually, Jeonghan always knew he had unusual thoughts and behaviors sometimes.

He acted psychotic, only on the inside.
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(End of Flashback)

Jeonghans' thoughts were taking over again.

Till he heard footsteps.

Joshua was awake, too.

But why this early?

He quickly finished off before coming out of the washroom to see a sleepy Joshua sitting on the edge of the bed.

"Good morning." Jeonghan smiles as he sits down next to him.

"How was your sleep, Joshuji?"

"Good."

Lies.

"You?" Joshua asked, almost dozing off.

"Good, but are you sure you slept well?" Jeonghan raised an eye brown.

"Yeah," he lays down,

"Well, I gotta go. You should sleep."

Jeonghan was about to get up when a hand pulled him back.

Making Jeonghan lose his balance and fall right next to Joshua.

"Why in a rush? Do you have a date?" How is Joshua not asleep yet?

He is literally mumbling with his eyes closed.

"Well, why do you ask?" Jeonghan smirked.

He found a sleepy Joshua adorable.

"You can't leave my house without my permission."

That's when it hit Jeonghan. He could smell the alcohol now.

"Did you stay up all night drinking? Shua, why?"

He checked his forhead.

"You have a fever, too."

Jeonghan sighed. He seriously has to deal with a drunk Joshua now?

RIGHT AFTER WAKING UP?

"Jeonghan, please...."

"Please, what?" Jeonghan turned around, facing Joshua now. His voice was so soft.

Who finally opened his eyes.

They were a bit swollen and teary.

"Joshuji, were you crying?"

"Don't leave again. I need you. I miss you so much. " Joshua hugged him tightly.

"I am not going anywhere this time. We will be all together for the rest of our lives now....

Just how we dreamed it"

Jeonghan smiled.

A painful smile.

He knew they couldn't be together, but he was happy with what they had right now.