Summer Consequences (Camila/y/n)

Chapter 30

Y/N's POV:

It was the middle of August and the Summer was coming to an end soon

Things were happening so fast. I got my own place, a new cycle, a new job, I fell for someone. And it all happened within the summer time.

I would start my new school year in a month. I was just taking in everything that I could. This had been the best summer of my life.

Camila and I tiredly fell on the couch as we had just gotten home from Ikea. We went looking around for a few new pieces of furniture and other little things to make this place less empty

I laid my head on her legs as she lazily ran her fingers through my hair

"I'm thinking of quitting the record shop" I spoke out of nowhere and she looked down at me

"Woah. That's a big decision" she said "why?"

"I kind of like being a musician for real" I said "I only ever did things for Kevin but I think I can work with other people. I mean it's scary but I think I can do it" I said and she smiled

"I know you can do it. You've broken out of your shell. You don't even wear your helmet like you used to" she said

"Yea I realized that too the other day. I just feel like I don't need to hide anymore" I said "I don't know, I feel different"

"You're growing" she said smiling caressing my face

"I guess so. But there's something that's kind of scaring me" I said

"What is it? You can tell me" she said softly running her thumb over my eyebrow

"Okay" I said sighing out and I sat up because this was a big conversation I was about to have

Camila just stared at me patiently waiting

"Well Sabrina's team has been talking. And we're like halfway into the album and well they hope for her to go on tour after it releases" I said and I could tell Camila was hoping I wouldn't say what she was probably thinking

"She asked me to go on tour with her" I ended the sentence

Camila's mouth closed as she pursed her lips together and I could tell she was trying to figure out what to say

"Are you going to go?" She asked softly

"I mean I kind of want to" I said looking down "I've never traveled that much and if I get to get paid for it and do what I love it honestly sounds like a dream"

She forced a smile listening to me

"I know that you're used to that life but it's always seemed unrealistic for me" I said

"No I get it" she said putting her hand over mine

"And I mean it won't happen til like almost a year from now most likely. Besides I have to finish school and everything" I said

Her eyes were telling me, anyone but her. Don't tour for her. Don't leave me here to go with her

But her mouth said the opposite

"Being on tour is the funnest experience ever. You would love it" she said "you should do it"

"Really? You're okay with it?" I asked

"You don't need my permission to do what you want Y/n" she said with an almost annoyed tone

I frowned at her tone as she spit out her words bitterly

"We both know that I basically do Camila" I mumbled and she let out a sigh

"You're a free and single person y/n" she said