022 : A MESSAGE FOR MYSELF

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A MESSAGE FOR MYSELF

I failed to tell you ,
how much I loved you.
I almost forgot how to be romantic at you,
I'm a way complicated than I used to.
I may not be the person good for you,
But you're the most brightest person I ever knew.

I don't know how to say I need you,
Whenever I want to be with you.
I always forgot to trust you,
Whenever no really do.
I always end up overusing myself,
And didn't think of resting like you want to.
I'm sorry for not calling your help,
When I was frozen from the cold wind to death.

“I love you,” the words I rarely say to you, self.
“I missed you.” the respond that only was left.
“I'm sorry.” the apology was hardly to be accepted,
“I'll stay with you.” the last thing self had said instead.
Embracing me feels the safest place,
Accepting my self of what I am was the best definition of peace.

Of course, you, myself, was the subject of a poetry,
The first and the always priority I didn't embrace lately.
I'm sorry myself, tell me you still want me,
You're special for me, I can't lose you my lovely.
You're my rest whenever I get tired of living
You're my blazer when I feel something is getting colder.

I want to hug you tight and will never let go,
Just to make you feel I cannot lose you too.
Let me be your man, the one you want to be with,
I'll accept your flaws and never let others get rid of it.
Even at your worst life event,
I'll never leave and will be part of your breathe.

Self, do feel this, the heartbeat of you and me,
Remember every second where we spend together happily.
Hold me close, stay with me till the end,
Cheer me up, make me feel I'm worthy without a limit.
Listen to my broken heart,
Heal it with your heart warming start.

No one can repair my heart with many scars,
Only you if you'd hold my hand and make me a star
I'll shine at night, will appear at day
Let's grow together and feel the beauty of pain
Many may think I'm insane but you didn't even once
I tried to end my life but you ended my sadness instead

Listen to my voice, it's a message made for you,
It's for you, myself, I want to make you too.
I love you more than you know,
Stay with me till there's no tomorrow.
The strongest person I know is you,
That's why starting this day, I'll lean into you.

✍::Unpredictable_colors

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