049 : WHAT IT FEELS TO LOVE

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I can barely hear myself breathe,
Whenever I saw you beside my seat.
Something's messing with my mind,
I couldn't stop the feelings I hid.

I liked you the first time,
I saw the flowers together with the butterflies.
You're the one I want to choose,
'till I'm about to lose.

I loved you since the first autumn,
'cause as the wind blows me in to you,
I felt your hand like a season of blossom,
Smiling like you intended to catch me too.

But, suddenly, you're gone
Fading like a tiny dust
I chased you even after I stumble,
But I kept losing like I'm in a gamble

I wished I could be the one,
The one your staring and looking at.
I wished I could change this love,
Into something else like none.

Sometimes I laughed myself to death,
For loving you 'till I end up empty.
I couldn't properly breathe,
And I realized, I wasn't the one you loved deeply.

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@Telma

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