Toxic | Levi Ackerman

Chapter 1

"Say it. Say you're mine, no matter the circumstances" Lucas says while pounding into Y/n.

Slap

There it goes. Once again. A slap. Y/n knew it wasn't because Lucas liked that stuff, but what could she do?

"I'm yours" Y/n says moaningly because she know that if she doesn't, things WILL get worse than just a slap.

"Good". It's all Lucas says once he finishes in his condom and pulls out. Once he does, he leaves Y/n alone in their room.

Since years, the room has had this cold feeling. She doesn't really know what it is. Things haven't been the same ever since Lucas bashed out randomly on her about how women are complete idiots and deserve no freedom.

Y/n gets bad feelings like these randomly so she doesn't really think she should pay it any attention. It was probably a small incident that caused him to say things he didn't mean. Plus, Lucas gave her a promise ring a couple years ago so she knows he wouldn't do anything to make the ring mean nothing.

To brush off the thought, Y/n gets up to clean herself in their bathroom. She checks out her cheek in the mirror and sees that it's red.

Lucas isn't a skinny guy. He's muscular and tall. So you can imagine how red her cheek is. Sometimes she wonders how she pulled him. He used to say that she was beautiful and that she doesn't need to worry about any of that stuff. Now he barely even compliments her.

Y/n turns on the shower and starts cleaning herself. She runs her hands over the marks Lucas's hands made on her waist. It was bound to leave bruises.

She finishes her shower and gets herself ready for the day. It's currently 1pm but Y/n was still in her sleep clothes. As soon as she woke up she had to get up and cook breakfast for Lucas due to his yelling about how hungry he was and that nobody loved him in the house.

She also had to clean up after Lucas and herself or else he would also get mad and say she was a good for nothing.

She puts on a lace paneled Bardot blouse with low waist jeans. She then puts on her Doc Martens and finishes her look to go out with her friends.

As soon as she's about to grab her keys she realizes she forgot to tell Lucas about her outing. She mentally curses at herself for being so dumb and slowly goes to the living room where Lucas is sitting with his legs open and his arm over the couch.

She sits next to him and before she could get any words out of her, Lucas talks.

"No"

She quickly looks at him who's not looking at her but the Tv.

"But I wasn't able to go last ti-" is all she's able to say before Lucas protests.

"Who the fuck are you talking to Y/n?!"

She apologizes quickly and sighs before saying something else.

"It's just that my friends asked me if I wanted to go out with them to the bookstore and grab a cup of tea..." Y/n says shyly.

"And?" Lucas asks.

"And I just wanted to know if that was okay with you"

Lucas doesn't say anything. He just stares at Y/n. At her clothing, her makeup, and her scent.

"What have I told you about wearing that shirt to go out? I thought I told you that I didn't like you to wear revealing clothes like that Y/n?!!" He practically yells.

"Who the fuck goes to a library and a tea shop all slutty??"He adds and pauses. His eyes go wide and they stare deep into Y/n soul. Y/n feels a bit of unease as she doesn't know what he's thinking.

"You're not lying to me are you Y/n? Are you sure you're not going to see another man? Are you sure you're not tryna get him to see this body of yours?!" He fixes his position to seem bigger to Y/n.

Y/n stutters as she's trying to get him to stop thinking that way and that it's not true. But she suddenly feels a hand wrap around her neck tightly.

"Don't you fucking lie to me Y/n. I know how you are. And I know that these little friends of yours try getting you to see other men. But I can reassure you that none of them want your disgusting body. No one is interested in you. Nobody wants you Y/n. So you always come back home and if I asked you to give me your body, you will because nobody else wants it"

Lucas's grip on Y/n's neck tightens the madder he gets. Just thinking that Y/n would dare cheat on him and think he wouldn't find out pisses him off so bad.

Y/n tries pulling Lucas's hand away from her throat but it's no use. She can't breathe and she can feel herself losing consciousness a little bit.

Lucas comes back to reality and stops the grip on Y/n throat. Y/n finally gains air and is able to breathe again. She's breathing and coughing so much she wants to start crying but doesn't.

She feels a pair of arms move around her torso and bring her into a hug. She could hear sobs coming from Lucas's mouth. And she hugs him back.

"I'm so sorry baby" is what Lucas says through his sobs. "You knowI love you and can't stand the fact that other men other than me are able to see your beauty"

"It's okay. I promise I don't want or need anybody that isn't you Lucas" Y/n reassures Lucas.

He looks at Y/n and says "Okay then you can go with your friends. But change your shirt and make sure you come back before 3pm."

Y/n thanks him and plants a kiss on his cheek. She gets up and fixes herself once again and puts on a longer shirt that covers her arms and isn't too baggy but also not too tight.

She grabs her keys, her bag, and kisses Lucas goodbye.