Toxic | Levi Ackerman

Chapter 16

No

*Rustling and Screams*

No...

"HELP"

No!

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*Gasps gasps gasps*

Levi is woken up. He wakes up from yet another terrible short nightmare.

"Fuck..." He says as he calms down from where he is sitting up on the couch.

It's been 2 days since the incident with Y/n and Levi hasn't been able to sleep or eat. The most he's slept was 3 hours He's gone to work but he doesn't feel the same.

The day of the incident, he's realized that he was in love with Y/n. He's not sure how to feel anymore. This must be a sign for him not to fall in love ever again. Like he's cursed and can't have friends or loved ones without them getting hurt or dying.

But he can't stop. He can't stop visiting Y/n. He's been checking up on her daily. He even thought about staying there until she was awake but he knew he couldn't.

Meows come from the floor.

Levi checks up on them and it's the cats. Starr and Night. They've gotten bigger since the day they were first here. They've gained weight and energy.

He hasn't been taking care of himself lately but he always looks out for the cats. Giving them food everyday and giving them attention. But he can't say the same for himself.

He's messed up. His under eye bags are huge, his clothes dirty and wrinkled, and his house is dirty as well. He doesn't care about anything at the moment. He feels guilty and miserable.

He shouldn't have caught feelings in the first place. If he didn't, he wouldn't have experienced these feelings. He would've be perfectly fine. He would've been happy...

Levi gets up from the couch and sits on the floor, letting the cats jump on him and lay on him.

"I don't know what to do guys. Was it right for me to move on in the first place?" Levi asks the cats. Even if they won't answer him, they're the only company he has right now.

They only snuggle on him as a response. Levi sighs, looking at Y/n's room. He misses her, deeply. He hates to admit it but it's the truth.

"I miss her..." he says to himself lowly. After a while a knock on his door disturbs his thoughts. Who is knocking at his door at a time like this?

He gets up to open the door and sees a very concerned Alice.

"Where is Y/n?" She says sternly.

"Oh. Sorry I don't have your number so i couldn't tell you but she's at the hospital..." He says. Looking away from her.

"What? What do you mean she's at the hospital? What the fuck happened to her?" She yells. Angry that no one told her.

Levi sighs before answering like he wasn't confused as well. "She had an overdose. She's been at the hospital since Sunday. She hasn't woken up. The doctors say she won't wake up until at least a week."

"Oh my god. Oh my god." Alice says. Bringing her hand to her face. Holding back her tears.

"I'm sorry. I didn't know... she was locked in her room and... and..." he stutters. Tears forming in his eyes. He hates crying in front of people. Especially people he isn't close to but he can't hold it in.

"It's fine. It's not your fault. I need to visit her." Alice says pacing in front of Levi.

"I'll take you." He says. He knows Alice is close to Y/n so he'll do anything to make Y/n happy now.