I guess life is a mystery - Nick And Charlie Fan Fic

part 18- what?

Charlie's pov:

I'm so dumb. I should've let nick speak, I shouldn't have kicked him out of my house, I need to find him. I get myself together and go to nicks house, I ring the bell, and Sarah answers the door. "Is nick there?" I ask. "Nicks at yours, isn't he?" She replies confused. "What, no?" "Omg, wheres nick." We both say at the same time, worry in our voices. Where had he gone. He smashed his phone. There is no way of getting contact of him. Tears are already soaking me at this moment. Trembles in my breathing. This was all my fault. I walked away from the house in disbelief. Collapsing on the floor. I let it burn, I let it burn so badly. People were staring at me. I had to find Nick.

I've been walking for 3 hours now, but still no signs of nick. My crying was now me screaming, I just froze in the spot, not knowing what to do. I was getting texts from my mum asking where I was. And I just ignored them. I couldn't bring myself to say it. I had already called all of Nicks friends. Everyone who knows him. I don't know where he is, I don't know what he's doing. But I will find him. I know I will. Even if it took me days.

Time skip

It had been 6 hours now of just walking. Sarah had called the police to help, and arranged a search party. I was starting to lose hope. "Charlie go home, relax, we will find him." "No. I'm going to find him." I run of. Hardly being able to breath. If I wasn't such an idiot. If I wasn't alive. This wouldn't of happened.

Nicks pov:

Where am I? I don't recognise anything around me. Does anyone even know? What do I do, scream maybe? Go find someone? Find charlie. I need to find charlie.

Charlie's pov:

It had been one whole day and was starting to get dark, I was limping around. But not giving up. The police said the night of looking, then it's over, if we don't find him. He's gone. My heart started sinking. Am I ever gonna see Nick again. My mom had heard what happened but did nothing about it.

Time skip.

It was nearly over, the searching. And still no hope. We had 1 hour. I don't want to leave Nick. At this point I felt like I was dying. If nick was gone, then I would be gone. The police were even starting to pack up their stuff. Sarah was sobbing aswell. Nellie was whining. I was on the floor. My heart felt heavy. I caused this, I caused nick to go. When he walked out. I wanted to go get him. But I couldn't. But if I did. Nick would be with me right now. Happy. I just want to be alone with nick.

1 hour later

It's over. Nicks not here. The police are leaving. Sarah is going back home. "Come on charlie, we need to get you home." "I'm not going anywhere without nick." I say shaking my head. Sarah carries on home. I walk for about 2 hours until I litreally can't walk anymore I fall to the ground, that's when I get real bad, I started punching myself around the head. Scratching myself with no care in the world. About 10 minutes go by, and I start walking again. I see someone ahead. Clothes all ripped. I think nothing of it. Looking down at my shoes. Kicking rocks. They had their hands on their eyes. I look up after hearing a whimp that wasn't mine. "Nick? NICK" I could hardly say it my voice was shaking that much. The next thing I know we were hugging. "Where is everyone else, like my mom and the police?" "They gave up, they didn't think it was possible." "You didn't give up though?" "No, I didn't." "I love you charles Francis spring. So so much." "I love you too Nicholas Nelson." "I'm just so, so sorry for kicking you out nick. It's all my fault this happened, and if you never met me this would've never happened and your life wouldn't have been ruined." "It's not char, it was both of ours." "It was mine nick. Okay. I should've left you alone that day instead of arguing."