I guess life is a mystery - Nick And Charlie Fan Fic

part 17- was it over?

Charlie's pov:

he didn't. HE DIDNT COME AFTER ME. I don't want to do anything. I don't want to move out of bed, until nick is here. I wasn't going to look at my phone or anything. If he means it, he will say it to my face. Was it really over?

Nicks pov:

Why did I do this. Why. Just why. I love charlie so so much, I just couldn't get the words out. I JUST COULDNT SPEAK. I wanted to go after charlir but I physically couldn't, I was broken and noone knew, I'm nick nelson, 'happy' but that's all lies behind a smile. I'm going to speak to charlie at school.

The next day.

I walk in. Charlie not there. He must be late. I wait until form is over but he's still not there!! He must've stayed home. I didn't even think, I just barged out of school. I needed to make this right. I run to charlie house, knock on the door, and no answer. So I ring the doorbell, no answer. The door was unlocked so I was hoping Charlie's parents weren't home and it was just him. I slowly opened the door so he wouldn't hear, and crept up stairs. His door wasn't fully closed as his dressing gown was hanging down from it. But before I even got upstairs I heard someone having a full on breakdown. It was charlie, I pick up my pace, and knock on his door. "Who is it."
I didn't reply, I just barged in and hugged charlie "get off me, nick."
"What?" "You didn't say it back, get off of me. You didn't even come after Me." "Char-" "go, please." "But char-" "GO" I wanted to say I love you. He didn't let me. It's all my fault. I shouldn't have shouted at him in the first place.

Charlie's pov:

I don't know if I should've done that. Kicked nick out, but it felt like the right thing to do. I know it wasn't. He leaves the house, I hear the door slam. "Ding" I hear my phone go off. I ignore it. And after about 20 minutes I hear someone bang against the bin outside. I look out, curious. And nick is sat there CRYING his eyes out. The next thing I knew his phone was smashed from getting thrown. "Leave nick" I shout out the window. I acted like I didn't care but I really did. I'm a monster, why did I do that.

Nicks pov:

I didn't even bother going home. I didn't even know where I was. Nor what time it was. All I knew was that it was dark, and I had no way back home. I love charlie, I love charlie so so much. I just stupidly didn't think he loved me like that, that extremely. I guess I over reacted but I don't know. I guess I was just stressed. I sat down behind a random person's house and just sat there. Minute, after minute, after minute. We're me and charlie spring, over?

12pm, Charlie's pov:

It's 12pm and I'm still crying, I have nothing to do. My phone keeps spamming messages. Probably insults I pick up my phone go on instagram, and look at my dms. Only one stood out to me. "I love you." - Nick nelson.

Hey everyone this is extremely short but I wanted to leave a cliffhanger. Love you all very much <3