Monster You Made

Chapter Nineteen

He felt his breathing become even heavier as he raced down the hall. Luckily for him he reached his destination quicker than he expected.

Without wasting a second he burst into the frightening the younger blonde male who was currently brushing his hair.

"What the he- Hyunjin?... what's wrong?" Felix asked putting his brush down and walking closer to the other male.

Hyunjin didn't say a thing as threw his arms around for a bone crushing hug. Felix was caught off guard but it did not stop him from hugging Hyunjin back. He felt his heart break as he felt how badly Hyunjin's body was shaking.

"I'm here Hyunnie... you are safe." Felix whispered to him as he hugged him even tighter.

His mind wondered back to the times before when he had to calm Hyunjin down from all the panic attacks he used to have. Something must have triggered him tonight just like the other times.

The following morning Hyunjin woke up in a slight daze. For a split second he did not understand why he was in Felix's room but the memories of last night flashed back in his mind.

He let out a small groan before covering his face with both his hand.

"Why?!" He exclaimed feeling like he had made a fool of himself infront of Y/N.

"You finally awake." He heard Felix's voice say and when he looked up he saw the freshly bathed man.

"Yeah... I'm sorry about last night." Hyunjin said making Felix frown slightly.

"Hyunjin you don't need to apologize for what happened last night. You were having a panic attack and I'm glad you came to me. I'm just happy that you are feeling better now." The younger male said making the older one smile a bit.

"Thanks Lix... I-I really don't know what I would do without you." Hyunjin said before getting off the bed.

"It's no problem Jinnie."

"Okay I got go now... I just hope that I did not freak Y/N too much last night." He said before walking out of Felix's room and heading to his own to take a shower.

When he was done Hyunjin slowly trudged his way toward Y/N's room. He let a small sight when he arrive to the door of the room before gently knock.

Immediately he got a response and and opened the door to walk inside. A deep blush of embarrassment covered his cheek even though he was not supposed to feel embarassed.

"Hyunjin..." He heard Y/N whisper before he watched her get off the bed and walk toward him.

"I'm so sorry for upsetting you last night... if I had known that you would react like that them I wouldn't have told you... I should have kept it to myself... I'm really sorry." She apologized before looking down in shame.

Hyunjin didn't say anything for a few seconds before letting his hand to her chin making her look up at him.

Surprisingly Y/N did not flinch away... infact she some how felt comforted by his touch.

"Y/N you really don't need to apologize. You didn't do anything... It's just that your dream brought back some unwanted memories... I shouldn't have reacted that way. Infact I should be the one apologizing for scaring you like that." He responded. His other hand moving to cup her cheek.

"Please don't apologize either. You didn't scare me... you reacted normally if you had been hurt so badly so you should never apologize for that... I'm just really glad that you are okay." She told him making him smile a bit.

It still amazed him how this woman who stood before him was the same one who made his life a living hell before... though he had taken into account that she was forced to do all thos horrible things to him.