Monster You Made

Chapter Eighteen

Watching the door close she couldn't help it as she yanked herself from her so called mother. Tears welding up in her eyes as she watched the smiles grow on their faces.

"Y-you are horrible people..." She stuttered trying to stop herself from crying but it didnt work as a tear rolled down her cheek.

"Don't forget that you were part of this as well." Her mother said accepting a glass of champagne that her father seeming brought out of thin air.

"I HAD NO FXCKING CHOICE!" She yelled not being able to hold the rest of her tears in anymore.

"You could have just said no..." her father responded as he kissed his wife's lips before sitting down beside her on the floor.

"I DID SAY NO! I FXCKING REFUSED TO DO THIS TO HIM! I DIDN'T WANT TO HURT HIM BUT YOU FORCED ME TO DO IT! YOU KNEW HOW MUCH I LOVED HIM BUT MADE ME HURT HIM! I HATE YOU!" She cried but the two didn't seemed faxed by her outburst as the just continued drinking.

Not being able to look at them any longer she turned around and ran out the door toward the guest room before slamming the door shut and locking it. Her body slid down the door as harsh sobs left her lips.

She could not believe what she had just done to the boy she loved so much. She didn't think it would go this far but it did.

What had he done so wrong to her parents to make him deserve all of this? She didn't understand why they were doing this to him.

She couldn't help but to wonder if she had made the right choice of bullying him rather than lettig them just kill him. He would be in a better place right now rather than facing this cruel treatment that he did not deserve.

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Y/N shot up gasping loudly from the dream that she had just had. Her heart was racing as her mind thought back from what she had just seen in the dream.

With her shaking hands she covered her mouth, muffling her cries as she did not wanting to wake her babies up. She could not understand why she was even crying from that dream.

She didn't know who the people in the dream were since their faces were blurred but they seemed familiar especially their voices. It's like she knew those people but at the same time it was like she didn't know them.

Closing her eyes she tried to stop her crying but it was all in vain as the pain in her heart would not stop. She remember how scared that poor boy looked and she couldn't help but to cry even more.

"Y/N?" She heard a voice ask as the bedroom door opened.

She just stayed silent not being able to say anything as her hand still covered her mouth.

"Why are you crying?" She heard the voice ask and not too long after she realised that it was Hyunjin.

When he switched on the small light was when she opened her eyes. Her eyes instantly met with Hyunjin's concerned ones.

"Y/N... what's wrong?" He asked but again he did not receive a response.

For a few seconds they just looked at each other before Y/N suddenly got off the bed and walked to him. Hyunjin opened his mouth to say something but was immediately cut off by her body colliding into his.

His eyes widened as he felt her arms wrap his around waist and her face get buried into his chest. He didn't know what to do until he felt her begin to shake against his body. Hesitantly he wrapped his arms around her and held her close.

For Y/N she could not understand the need to hug him and when she was finally in his arms she felt some sort of relief that she could not comprehend. It was like that dream brought up some weird feelings.

"Do you feel better now?" Hyunjin asked after a few minutes when she finally calmed down.

She didn't say anything as she just nodded and continued to hold onto him tightly.

"Can you tell me what happened. Why where you crying?" He asked as he pulled away and made her look up at him.

"I-I..." She cut herself off not really know what to say.

Hyunjin just waited patiently for her to speak as he led them to the small sofa in the room. He sat her down before also sitting beside her.

"You don't need to tell me if you don't want to Y/N..." He assured her making her look at him.

As she looked at him she couldn't help nut to notice the many things that she had missed before starting with the look that he always gave her. She noticed how odd it was.

He looked at her with some sort of love and concern but at the same time there was a bit of hatred. A hatred that he looked like he didn't want to be there but wouldn't leave no matter what he did.

"B-before I can tell you can I-I ask you something?" She asked still looking at him directly in the eyes.

"Of course." He answered as his eyes moved away from hers and down to his lap.

"Y-you said that we knew each other before... what was our r-relationship?" She asked now looking down at her pun lap from the embarrassment she felt for asking him such a question.

"W-we used to be f-friends." Hyunjin responded hesitantly as he didn't really know how to answer her question.

Y/N looked up at him before nodding her head. She felt like there was more to his answer but she didn't ask anything more.

They satin silence for a few minutes more before Y/N decided to tell him about her dream. Hyunjin listened silently until she finished and she was finally done he didn't know what to say. He was L itterally at a loss for words.

That stage in his life was the most difficult and hearing about how she prepared to ruin his life broke him even more than before. It was the part that stuck out through her whole explanation.

"I-I..." h e stuttered not being able to form any words.

He felt his heart begin to race and his breath hitch. His eyes began to fill up with tears as the images of that day filled his head. It was like he was back in that moment again.

"H-Hyunjin what's wrong?" Y/N asked with concern noticing how distraught he was becoming with every passing second.

Hearing her voice again Hyunjin's eyes snapped toward her and he couldn't help but to flinch away when he was only met with that girl from his nightmares. That girl who would always beat him up with her friends all while harbouring an evil smirk on his face.

Without saying a thing he got up before running out of the room, heading straight to the only person who helped him through these horrible panic attacks that still haunted him... Felix.

Y/N sat there in shock not understanding what had just happened. She wanted to follow him to see if he was alright but decided against it. He needed space.

Maybe she shouldn't have told him...

She thought. 

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A bit boring but hey it's something😅... So what are y'alls thoughts on Y/N and Hyunjin?

~☆Geniuswriting☆~