protector (slytherin boys x reader)

listen to me -1-

"your not seriously leaving again are you" i looked at my brother. "harry ill be fine" "they will punish you" "and if they do so be it. im doing this for us harry" he looked down and the back at me. he knew i only wanted what was best. "but im older" "and im smart witted your point?" he sighed and shooed me off and there i was picking locks and sneaking off again. since i figured out how its been a norm. but since i lose track of time it gets sticky when i come back. but i knew i had to.  it amazes me how we are even related. "oh but im your aunt, oh but i was your mothers sister" i spoke to myself. "well my mothers dead and you cant replace her" i got weird looks everywhere i go because i tend to think a lot. i buy snacks, go food shopping, cook, clean, and pretty much yell at dudley every chance i get. most of the time i go nights without eating as long as it meant harry did. or harry would go nights without eating if it meant i ate. we get graded on a scale. that scale determines what we get. sometimes we get extra time out the closet or we get 5 minutes to sit and watch the television. or maybe we get a hot meal. even with getting food i was still running behind. meaning i had to rush back and get things started which rendered no time for chores before dinner had to be done. another meal not for me. ive gotten so used to it now it doesnt affect me. the only love i get is when harry hugs me when im upset, what even is love at this point if it isnt screaming and cleaning. "you earn love when you clean....you earn love when you cook" thats all i ever been told. so when i step outside and see everyone being cute i wonder what they did to earn their love. it didnt make me stop in my tracks to see an owl. an owl? in daylight? it handed me a letter and flew off. "y/n your late make dinner and go to the hole" i looked at my 'aunt' "whatever" "dont get an attitude with me, and give me that letter" and just like that everything was snatched from me. i stood in the kitchen and prepared their meals before going to the hole me and harry share. due to my privacy i managed to get a curtain to split the room, which only made it smaller. i waited for harry to come back before i told him what happened. "an owl?" "yes an owl it gave me a letter with a red wax stamp, talking about a school called hogwarts?" "thats odd" "i know" "no ive seen letters like that for both of us" "really? you think they are hiding them?" "i believe they might. ive snuck some food here" i watched him hand me the food. "thank you" "anytime" i ate and watched him smile. "you think the owl will come back?" "it hasnt seemed to give up" 

it wasnt until the next day the house got flooded with these letters. "Dear Mr Potter, We are pleased to inform you that you have a place at Hogwarts School of Witchcraft and Wizardry" i spoke out reading it. "this one says, Dear Miss Potter, We are pleased to inform you that you have a place at Hogwarts School of Witchcraft and Wizardry" harry read to me. we looked at each other soon free from the grasp of where we once lived. a new beginning. "i think they only want you harry" "but then why did they both send us a letter" "pity for me" we hadnt even boarded the train and a nice lady had helped us. "i just helped my sons with this come on" she had guided us there and wished us well. it was only natural i sat next to harry. little to me a girl came and then a boy. "hermione granger" "ron wealsey" "harry potter" they all looked at me. "y/n" was all i said. harry seemed confused but understanding. its nice to have someone next to you who understands you. but i felt like these were his friends not mine. i mean sure they are nice and funny, but i dont feel right being here listening. "whats your favorite sweet y/n" "i dont have one, i usually didnt get to eat any" "you and harry both then" of course it was just boring questions. "favorite color" "favorite sport" it was never ending. "this is our stop to get things" hermione spoke getting up. "walk together?" i looked at harry. "of course i would never leave you behind y/n" i smiled going with him from shop to shop. i could only watch as a man with a beard bought harry an owl. "what about my sister" they both looked at me. i held up 12 dollars only to be declined. "what do ye want" "cat" "this one?" "no...this one" "a black cat?" "its fluffy" 

i looked at harrys owl and my cat. i think mines better. "hedwig" i looked at harry. "thats what im naming my owl" "salem, thats what im naming my cat" we took our cages and walked. "the wand shop" i spoke going in harry not far behind. he went first and got his pretty quick. i on the other hand took awhile. "how about this one" i took it and nothing. "or this one" nothing good. "dogwood" nope. "okay lets go on a limb...mahogany" i took it. "come on dont be shy" bingo. "perfect oddly enough" i smiled at harry who smiled back at me. it only took another hour to get everything else before getting back on. and i will say hermiones cat makes me gag. but i did like rons rat i even got to play with it for a few. "i dont understand how a girl like you could enjoy that" " its cute hermione" she was grossed out...its not surprising just off put by her statement. her whole im better i know more is really pissing me off. even upon entering hogwarts it was clear i was going to hate it here. "i dont think i can do this harry" "of course you can your stronger then anyone i know" i tried to smile but i felt stuck to the ground as plenty of more people showed up. "hey harry i saw you talking to a blonde kid who was it" "some kid named draco malfoy" "oh" we walked in and there was the little blonde kid. "the mudbloods and a stranger" "dont worry about him y/n" "seriously potter i would recommend coming with me, a good family. youll quickly find your right place with me" "i think i know who to choose" he was turning him down. "but i dont. y/n" "malfoy, draco malfoy" i shook his hand and once it ended i quickly returned to harrys side. "i guess we will see where you land on the hat potter" he spoke walking away. "what the hell was that for y/n" ron spoke. "new person?" hermione rolled her eyes and started walking only for harry and ron to follow. i stayed behind. im forever my brothers shadow. they kept walking without me. "are you just gonna stand here all day" "if i could yeah" i looked up to see a man with black hair, his eyes seemed to widen at the sight of me. "my you are a spinning image" "what?" i looked at him confused. "lily" "lily? as in my mother lily?" he pulled me aside and looked at me more. "whats your name" "whats yours first" "professor snape" "y/n" "y/n?" "y/n potter sir" there was a small smile that quickly faded. "walk in and sit down" i watched the way he acted with other students, he didnt show near as much kindness to them as he did me. i sat next to harry which meant i sat next to the group he had just meant. and little by little everyone went up. "harry potter" i watched my brother go up. "Gryffindor" the hat spoke. he looked at me and smiled. "y/n potter" and now all eyes were on me. the hat was put on me and everything went quiet. the hat wasnt speaking. instead the hat was taken off and then only did it speak. "she must choose for herself" i looked around. "elaborate" it was placed back on and then only did it speak. "slytherin, gryffindor, ravenclaw, hufflepuff. you must choose" i looked around confused. "you must choose your own house y/n" this is my chance to be my own person. i dont want to be my brothers shadow. i want to be my own person. "SLYTHERIN" the hat yelled once more. and there i was sorted. i watched my brother look at me while i walked to a table sitting alone. i wasnt alone for long once draco joined and soon more and more people came up to talk to me. i dont like talking it takes to much energy. 

"slytherin y/n really?" "i didnt" "you could have been gryffindor" "but i didnt wanna be" "but why" "because i dont just wanna be harrys little sister, i wanna be my own person not your shadow" "y/n" "leave me alone harry" i spoke walking off. "forget her harry its fine" that was the last i heard from hermione before i left.