im not proud of what ive done

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and much like before my past has come to haunt me. i was running, doing what i do best. running from conflict. i had told myself 2 years ago that i cant keep fighting i wasnt a street rat. draco was the first to find me. "if your running away, its not gonna work darling" "how would you know malfoy" i watched a small smirk form on his face. and with a gentle breeze he was gone, walking away. im left standing here with a busted lip  looking like a fool once again. and although i fought three just out of rage alone, this time i felt sadness. i watched more girls walk up, walk up and start throwing. i stood there. "its not fun when she doesnt fight back" they spoke, they laughed.  "then dont fight back" the one and only yang. "then maybe not use her to cheat on your girlfriend" "who said i was" "justin you are so attracted to her" "any decent man would be" he stood there looking at them, and as i watched them walk away he walked towards me. "back away" and there was theo. "i didnt know you had a boyfriend" "i dont" i spoke. i watched them stare each other down. "its funny he thinks he has a certain authority" yang spoke. "y/n whistle" "yeah yin whistle" and now they are both looking at me. "oh wait...silly me must have forgotten you cant. but even then he should have known" and theres yang's signature im always a step ahead. i tried my hardest to whistle which ended out in a scream of frustration. and now they are both looking at me. i screamed as loud as i could which only made everyone ive ever known find me. and now here is mattheo, enzo, draco, harry, and ron. even my old friend group. "we having a problem" i looked at yang. "we will be good bando, as soon as they leave" he spoke. "stay away from her yang" harry spoke up. "hold back mattheo" draco spoke. "yang dont" ale spoke. ale...he used to be the skinny wanna be rapper 2 years ago. now he looks strong and tall. "sons of bitches" "ugly ass motherfuckers" "fucking pussys" "weak dipshits" it was insults flying everywhere. "y/n come here" "no stay here" "fucking lets go" "fucking stay here" "your gonna listen to him?" "and i can protect you" "fucking asshole" i watched mattheo run up and throw a punch only to receive the same treatment.  "STOP" i yelled only to see everyone looking at me. "mattheo, theo. you betrayed me. you hate me, and yang you left me, YOU LEFT ME. i got clean you were gone. draco your a ass to me. SO EVERYONE SHUT UP" i spoke. "what the fuck did you do?" yang looked at the boy who just punched him. "she kissed weasel over there to prove a fucking point. so i kinda told her to you know" he spoke up only earning a laugh from yang. "do you guys not know how fragile she is? she can throw one hell of a punch but deep inside shes like an egg" yang spoke. "whos theo?" he asked i watched theo raise a hand. "what did you do" "same thing as mattheo" "fucking dumbasses" "you one to talk she added you to the list" "for good reason. she got clean i had no choice but to be around these druggies and dealers. i didnt want her around it" he spoke. it all went south when justine showed up. "justyn lets go" "its fucking justin, not justyn" he spoke. "im your fucking girlfriend, your gonna fucking listen to me" "not anymore" "what do you mean" "its fucking over" "ITS BECAUSE OF HER ISNT IT? YOUR SIDE HOE" and there i was getting punched in the lip again. "ow that fucking hurt" i spoke. "hey pans fresh meat" draco yelled and out came pansy beating a bitches ass. i watched yang light a cig and try to pass it to me only for it to get smacked out his hand. "what the fuck" he spoke looking at harry only for theo to pick it up and start smoking it himself all while passing it to mattheo. yang lit another and tried to pass it again only for theo to take it from his fingers. "we dont let her smoke" "probably for the best" yang spoke. i listened to the advice yang gave them and just as quick as they came they left. "your lip okay" ron asked, speaking for the first time since he followed harry. "ill be fine" "step away Weasley" theo spoke. 



oh the drama

the pain

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