protector (slytherin boys x reader)

im bigger then you think -2-

funny enough ive been here for 1 year now. me and harry are still rocky and im still a loser. i have friends i just dont talk much i sit there. so much for being different. i hear all the cool shit harry does and goes through. kick ass but here i am...when i ask he just says no its to dangerous. but yet here i am in the wing for tripping and scraping my entire knee. i stuck to skirts since most of the pants i had ripped from falling so much. and when i thought i was okay here comes harry. "what happened this time" "i fell" "your such a clutz" "and least i have that going for me" "what are you talking about" i looked at him. once i was all wrapped up i was pulled somewhere else. "what do you mean y/n" "all i ever get is harrys sister, the girl who got sorted into all houses, the girl no one really likes but at least shes harrys sister." "no one says that" "ask" i spoke hiding. "um excuse me" "yes harry" "what do you think about my sister" "she doesnt talk much, rather boring, but shes pretty so thats going i guess" and with that they walked away. "snape likes you" "and?" "he hates me" "you have friends im your shadow and alone what more do you want from me harry ive been here a year we are 2nd years and im still lonely. i thought it would change but it didnt. we are half way through the second year" "you have me,ron, and hermione" "hermione hates me, ron tolerates me, and your busy doing all these things i could never do" he looked at me, he knew i was right in someway, that i felt left out. "just forget it harry" "y/n wait" "im busy doing nothing" i spoke walking away. "tomorrow" he spoke just loud enough for me to hear it. there will be no tomorrow. im going back, even if its with my aunt.  

its raining, and im sitting outside. "isnt that potters sister?" oh great no one knows my name. "y/n what are you doing out here" "i could ask you the same malfoy" "get inside" "i dont wanna" "goyle you and oaf over there go inside" "you sure" "im positive now go" i watched them leave and malfoy stay "malfoy" "draco" "draco why dont you go with them" "how about no" i looked at him and rolled my eyes. he held out his hand for me to take and once i did i was being dragged back into Hogwarts. "your snarky" "and your blonde" he seemed to almost laugh at my pathetic excuse for a comeback. but from this day on i think i found someone who actually cares enough to talk to me let alone learn my name. and when there was draco, there was pansy, and when there was pansy there was theodore, and where there was theodore there was mattheo. we weren't a trio but rather a quintet. but when pansy wasnt around which seemed often we were a quad. me and harry never talked much after i met everyone. shocking that 2 twins could separate so easy, i mean we all look at the Weasley twins, they are constantly together.

its the end of the year y/n. you have to leave them all and see them next year. "you ready y/n" i looked at harry. since i had recently started 'becoming a women' its been a little rocky with emotions and attitude. even my aunt seemed to think so. "this is why i never wanted a girl" was the only thing she could say. harry was clueless half the time. and i stayed in my room. my little corner. harry moved on to bigger, while i stayed in the same place. untouchable. "y/n you have to eat" "i dont want to" "come on" "go away harry" "if she doesnt wanna eat she wont eat all week" i rolled my eyes. "thats okay" i spoke. "y/n please" "i dont wanna harry" "whats the matter with you. you started hanging out with people and now look at you" "fuck you" i ended up ignoring everyone for the night until i made my get away. and there i was roaming the streets. 

"miss potter" "professor snape" thats all it took to stop me in my tracks. "may i ask what you are doing" "due to behavior and not wanting to eat i am banned from eating this week, therefore im getting food" "lets go" "lets?" i didnt get an answer back but i did get free food that night. i make my money from the side of roads. sure its dirty work, not slutty work. i save up enough for food and clothes the basics even some feminine products. sure i look like im going to rob people 24/7, but that doesnt make a difference im 12, and not a magician. no im a witch. i do real magic. the more time went on the closer we got. pansy faded out most of the time. mattheo was the flirty one but cocky. draco was the snarky but devilish one. theo was the kind and loving one against my own will. and once the boys found out i dont take affection and love as well as most people they made it a goal. but lets flash forward a bit. a bit to the summer of the 3rd year. against my aunts wishes theo made it a goal to come over. even when he wasnt allowed in i went out. harry was always at rons so that took out one kid. but theo made sure to spend time with me. i said he was sweet. draco was busy and mattheo was doing god knows what. but there was theo. that being said summer was here. it was hot and muggy. muggy in the muggle world. how ironic. but going back to hogwarts was the worst and best thing i could have done.