in the chambers of eternity

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what do i fear most? death? the unsinkable feeling of impending doom? becoming what i hate most. "y/n its snowing arent you going to step outside?" "i think im to old harry" i turned to look at my twin who seemed concerned with my sudden change in mood. "the same girl who said she will never outgrow anything now thinks shes too old to play in the snow?" "yes harry, we are at the dursleys. im on a thin wire" it was true. winter break always shattered us. the only problem was the next train for hogwarts wasnt for another 4 days, and then what? we sit there and do nothing? "im going to rons im sure your more then welcome to come. molly weasley has been dying to meet you" "how does she" "i talk about you y/n. get ready" i slowly got ready, i never had a problem with ron. he was nice and funny, but hes harrys friend. im sure that didnt make a difference for me personally. and harry always reminded me when it was time to go. "arent your friends going to see you during the break?" "i wouldnt count on it harry, plus the dursleys. we should have just stayed at hogwarts" "i spent the winter at hogwarts, its not fun y/n" "its better then cooking and cleaning for them" the trolleys are packed, the roads are worse. it will take forever to even try and get there. 

"y/n..?" i looked over to harry who had already walked up to the door. "you never told me ron's family was giant harry" i spoke. "thats rude y/n" i looked at him and watched the door open. "you must be y/n, harrys sister come on. im molly weasley, rons mother" she looked like everyone else in the house. same hair color and face. i smiled and waved. "pardon her, shes a little shy" "that is not a problem harry" she smiled walking back to the kitchen. "theres fred, George, ginny, bill, and percy. charlies not here" harry spoke to me. "charlies never here" ron spoke up. i watched them hug. "fancy seeing you here y/n" "i cant say the same" i spoke earning a laugh. everything was simple and as neat as it can be with 6 boys. "full gryffindor party huh" i spoke. "dont feel left out. im sure they dont even know your house" harry whispered. "i havent told them" ron looked at us. "you think the twins have?" "i doubt it" ron answered my question. we all walked to the kitchen. "why hello there gorgeous." i looked up at fred. "dont hit on harrys sister" his mother chimmed in. "thats my best friends sister fred." ron spoke. "i dont see a problem" "well then you havent seen her in school" we all turned to see hermione standing behind us. she ended up sitting next to ron which didnt seem like her choice. food was handed out and everyone was sitting. "TO THE HOLIDAYS" "TO THE HOLIDAYS" and everyone started clinking cups and drinking. "TO THE GRYFFINDOR HOUSE WINNING THIS SEMESTER" George raised his glass only earning cheers and hopes. "so tell us about yourself y/n" i looked at rons mother. "im harrys sister, i like the color f/c, im scared of everything, and i think thats it" "she also likes to pick fights with me over being the oldest" "your older then me by 10 minutes harry" and now everyone was laughing. "i heard from the grapevine that the slytherin house was planning something big" fred spoke. "what now are they up to" "its some party, but its only for if you get invited by a slytherin" george followed up. "i cant wait to get in" hermione spoke. "how would you get in" fred questioned. "y/n duh" she answered and now i feel like all eyes are on me. "you know people?" molly asked. "i know a couple" "a couple, y/n you are like slytherin royalty." i sighed before she perked up and apologized. first impressions suck, they must think im a snob. "how can a girl so sweet like you get along with so many crude slytherins" rons mother asked. "thats the problem mum, she is a slytherin" "really?" she looked at me. "i got sorted into all the houses and in a attempt to make myself stick out from harry i chose slytherin" i explained. "the sibling rivalry, its one hell of a thing " she smiled. i see why harry likes it over here so much, everyones nice. "the twins in a nut shell" it was rons father who had chimed in for a second. "would you like something more to drink y/n?" harry spoke i just nodded. "um" "im going" before harry could even ask she was already getting me another drink. i looked at harry for him to look back at me. "i cant wait to go back" i spoke. "you miss your friends?" ron asked. "more like boyfriends" hermione added. which only made the whole house stop. "im not with anyone." i spoke. "hermione why would you imply y/n is with everyone" "oh harry dont play dumb, you see how they are with her" "they are her friends" "they like her harry" i was just watching hermione and harry argue from across the table. "mione" ron chirped in. "oh shut up ron you like her to" and the house is back to  being quiet. "i do not" "its all over your face" "i think its time for me to go home" i spoke getting up. "are you sure you dont want to stay?" "i have to study, i would love to but i fear i cant" i smiled and waved goodbye and walked out the door. the snow had gotten worse, its icy and im cold. hogwarts has been a living hell when it came to the cold. all i had going for me was a jacket and pants. my shoes werent entirely good for the icy terrain either. do i miss the boys? that has been the question for everything. yes i do. but i only know where theo lives. if i just walk in that direction i might just end up there. maybe ill walk into him. and wouldnt luck be on my side i did. "y/n arent you cold?" "yeah freezing" i watched him smile at me. "you came to see me" "i got lonely on the walk back from rons" "Weasleys?" "yes" "why the hell were you there" "harry" he stayed quiet. "the twins said the slytherin house was throwing a party" "we are, only 2 guest who arent in the house are invited per slytherin" theo spoke. "count me out" "thats why we didnt tell you" "you know that makes me feel like shit" he looked at me and rolled his eyes. "we knew you wouldnt like it, so we never told you." "that makes sense. ill just be in my room" i didnt take a second to see where we were walking. i knew it was to the dursleys, but it didnt seem like the right direction. "they boys wanted to get together tomorrow. if you would like to come you know where i live" theo spoke. "hey theo" "yes?" "how come.." and now im sliding. in the midst of trying to stop from sliding i fell and started sliding down the hill faster. only for theo to join in the race trying to help me. he was having a great time, my ass hurt. when we finally stopped at the bottom of the hill he helped me up and laughed. "my ass hurts" i spoke only earning more laughing. i still remember my question. "are you okay?" "im fine, just in pain" "what were you saying earlier?" "its nothing" "you have to tell me" "i dont know" "if its about the kiss, dont worry" "i mean kinda" i looked at him. we were at the dursleys. "wheres harry" "i dont know dudley" theo sat there looking at dudley, i grabbed theos hand and led him inside. "where do you think your going with him" "inside, fuck off" "im telling my mum" "go ahead, i didnt want food anyway" i went straight to my room. "it seems a lot more roomy then i remember" "i redecorate every chance i get" maybe its a serious problem or maybe i dont know its just fun. the night was fun and young. 

"why?" "why what y/n?" "you were so nice when we met and now your all snotty" "i guess i grew" "and why did you kiss me" "i dont know i felt like it" "your trying to one up everyone arent you?" "only a little" he smiled. he never did leave my bed, why would he. 

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