happiness & hurting

blood is thicker than water

"maybe at the end of the day, blood IS thicker than water. not meaning blood relations because in all reality, you share your blood with no one but yourself. maybe thats what they mean when they say that, maybe they mean that youre the only one that comes before anyone else in your life. at the end of the day, its just you and your thoughts and feelings. it doesnt matter who knows the most about you, because nobody knows you as well as yourself. nobody knows you better than the voices in your head and the monsters under your bed. your heart and soul is filled with parasites called emotions and you walk through every day of your life waiting for someone to understand you, but you have to realize, its not necessary. its not even necessary for you to understand yourself. all you need to understand is what makes you happy and what makes you unhappy. dont think about the past things that made you happy and dont think of the possible future sources of happiness. think of the ones right now in this moment, because they could only be here for so long, dont spend time planning for the future, spend time enjoying the present. because in all good stories, they always come to an end, and the present turns into the past just like that. dont spend all your life trying to make friends super close, they will be as close as they can, and even then, youre still your own bestfriend. youre brutally honest with yourself and you hurt yourself accidentally, but at the end of the day you always forgive yourself and youre always strong. blood is thicker than water, and i think people ignore that the most."