Bring Me To Life

Finally stress free

A few days later...

Jenn's long-awaited release finally arrived, granting her the freedom to return home. During her absence, Ben had stepped up admirably, ensuring the children were well taken care of. His dedication to her well-being was unmistakable, and it was evident he had refrained from consuming alcohol since Raelynn's birth. While this newfound sobriety occasionally left him feeling a bit more tense and irritable, he diligently shielded this side of him from both the kids and Jennifer. He recognized that maintaining his sobriety was an essential part of his journey, and he firmly believed that rehab had nothing further to offer him.

Jenn's perspective

These past few days have been a revelation. Ben had embraced his role, filling it with grace and dedication, stepping into my shoes. As I gazed down at the peacefully slumbering Raelynn, nestled in my arms, a warm smile spread across my face. Her gentle smile during her sleep was utterly heartwarming, and I couldn't help but feel blessed.

Ben returned from dropping the kids off at school, his brow glistening with sweat.

"Good morning," I greeted him with a smile.

"Morning," Ben replied, sighing as he shed his clothes and started a refreshing shower, setting his clothing and underwear aside on the bathroom counter. The steaming water cascaded over him, a balm to cleanse his body of the alcohol consumed over the last week.

I could sense his body detoxing, and it had been a while since I'd seen him in this state. I hoped he'd emerge from the shower with a positive demeanor.

After a few minutes, he completed his shower, drying off and donning fresh clothes. He gently took Raelynn from my chest and changed her diaper while she dozed. Afterward, he pressed a tender kiss upon her forehead before passing her back to me.As I observed his every movement, he carefully lifted my chin, causing me to look up at him. Leaning in, he bestowed a loving kiss.

I kissed back, and he playfully nibbled my lip, evoking a soft giggle from me. He then raised my shirt to inspect the healing stitches from my recent C-section, replacing the waterproof bandage with care. Afterward, he tenderly kissed my belly before retrieving Juni and returning to the bed. She remained peacefully asleep on his chest as he lay beside me. I cast a loving smile in Ben's direction.

"You're such an incredible father," I whispered, watching him blush slightly.

"I know," he chuckled softly.

"So, is this our routine for the next four months until I fully recover?" I asked, my voice soft.

"Yeah, I suppose," Ben replied, casually placing Juni between us.

"I'll take a nap. You should too. Let's make the most of the time we have right now," Ben yawned and drifted off to sleep.

I remained awake while the girls slept, engrossed in my TV show.

An hour later, Raelynn began to stir and cry. I promptly lowered my bra to feed her and prevent Juni from waking. Though Juni stirred, she was more tranquil; she rarely cried nowadays. Ben woke up and assisted in positioning Juni on my chest. I continued feeding both babies, feeling like a mother cat caring for her litter.

Around 3:30, Ben left to pick up the kids from school and returned to prepare dinner for us. I was alone with both babies for a couple of hours.

By 5:45, dinner was ready, and Ben ascended to check on me, taking charge of both babies and placing them in their cots. Gently helping me out of bed, he guided me to the shower, carefully removing my clothes. I winced as I straightened up; my core was still sensitive, and I preferred to maintain a slight slouch. He gently assisted me in removing my pants and panties.