𝐒𝐭𝐨𝐥𝐞𝐧 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐭 ♡︎

𝒮𝒪ℱℐ𝒜 𝐃𝐎𝐋𝐂𝐈

𝐖𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠: 𝐑𝐚𝐩𝐞 mentioned.

Men are dicks,
Having a father is supposed to make you feel loved. Because he's the first man that has taken care of you, seen you, brought you up, watched you grow up.

My father Lorenzo is different, yes, he watched me grow up, brought me up. But the taking care of me part I won't agree on.

When I had just turned seven, on my birthday party with my friends. My father persuaded me to come upstairs telling me that there was another surprise waiting for me.

But there wasn't.

He pushed me into the bathroom. Locking the door behind him, seven year old me was staring at my father with worry. This was one of the times I first got scared of him.

But I didn't really understand what was about to happen. I just waited for him to talk to me or do something, it ended up with him raping me that night.

On my seventh birthday.
It got even worse, after this night he would come to my room two times a week and do the same thing.

It didn't stop until I started my period at the age of twelve.

5 years of pain. By my own father, a man that you would think would protect you from this. But he was the monster that I needed to protect myself from.

I hated him. He treats me so bad and my mother doesn't even care.
She knows she will get hurt as well, if she ever disagrees with him.

But, my mother Maria is a kind women, well she tries to be.
she has taken care of me. She always tells me she wants the best for me but really, deep down she says that so I make sure to choose each decision in my life correctly.

I never thought my life would be perfect, no one's life is. But, having a good father and a strong mother who can protect her daughter isn't a lot to ask for.

Anyways, enough of my parents. I have a little sister, her names Rosa. She has just turned 4 years old, my father has never hurt her, that's one thing in my life I'm glad about.

I watch her at all times, when my father and Rosa are together, I always make sure I'm there.

I forgot to mention, the most important part about my family, my father is in the Italian mafia, yes it's very dangerous but I keep out of his way. He doesn't like when everyone's in his way, especially when he's working.

He's barely here as it is, being in the mafia, takes most of your time doing god knows what.

All I know is that, he hates the Spanish mafia, especially some guy called Dante Moretti. I've never seen this guy in my life. But I'm guessing he's the boss of the Spanish mafia.

But all I hear is how he's a bitch. And always gets what he wants because he will do anything for the things he wants.

I have a best friend, her names Esme. She's 18 years old, the same age as me. She's always been there for me. She knows when I need to go out drinking, I can be myself around her.