it's whatever you want it to be

I want you to stay

Frank's pov
It was lunch now and gerard won't text me back I can't just tell him that I like him like him. That's not easy. I mean what if he doesn't feel the same. I looked at Vic who was talking to the new girl. Ronnie and Oliver were sitting with us and Gerard had his head down next to me. Mikey was nowhere to be seen. I need to fix things with gerard. Will I wouldn't say that anything is wrong ok something is wrong. Maybe he's mad or upset. I'm to much of a bitch to speak up.
"Frank" Ronnie snapped Me out of my thoughts. I looked at him
"huh" I said
"you dont seem to talkitve"
"idk" I simpley said
"I'll leave you be" he said. I'm glad he didn't push its. Im also glad Oliver hadn't brought up the restroom thing. I looked at Vic again he was trying way to hard to get at that girl. Poor kid she didn't even seem intrested. I didn't wanna look like that trying to get at Gerard had have him not want me. But he wanted to get me alone so does that mean he does like me. I don't know and I won't know until I talk to him.
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I was laying on my back looking at the celing the rest of school went by pretty fast. Gerard still not even looking at me I guess that's what I get right? No because he started this and now he won't talk to me. Maybe I should try and talk to him first. I got up I'm going to his house. Climb in throw this window. Just then my phone rang I answer at once people only call me in emergencys.
"hello"i said
"Frank dude get over here right now" it was Vic
"dude what why is everything Ok"
"yeah fine I have booze and there's a party at mi casa" he said in an excited voice
"Ok I'll go" I laughed and hang up. He lives 2 streets down so I made my way over gerard can wait I wanna drink and see if I feel different. It was stupid of me to forget that me Vic and gerard are best friends and Vic would invite Gerard to. So there we were drinking and staring at each other like angry little girls. He's such a child I swear. Will I know Im doing it to but he started it so blah. I watched him carefully as he took his phone out and push some buttons and smiled at me and then my phone buzzed. It was him
-hey came sit with me
Was he serious I looked up at him he winked. Why dosent he talk to me like speak to me im right here so I replied
-Y'know I'm right here in front of you why do you text me
He looked down at his phone careful then he smiled again and looked up at me got up and walked over
"can I sit with you" he asked I nodded. He slured when he spoke I guess he drank more then I thought he did. He sat next to me a smiled like an idiot.
"I'm sorry that I-i haven't said anything to you all d-day" he looked at me suddenly serious. Was he doing this now at a party here hes ganna make me look stupid in front of all these people.
"I thought about it about what I want it to be.....I just want you cuz I like you Frankie" he smiled at me. Was he serious or was that the the one to many beers talking. I got up
"let's take you home Gee" I said me followed happily. I told Vic we were leaving
"remember Frankie I love you man" he said. Fuck is everyone drunk. I grab Gerard's arm and pulled him out. When we got to his house I layed him down on his bed
"go to sleep Gee it's late and you're drunk" I said turning away
" no" he said. I gave him a questioning look
" I want you to stay" he said
A/N-i have gotten no sleep I swear Im not tired. I'm ganna turn in to one of those people from the Russian sleep experiment. ^ω^