it's whatever you want it to be

would I ever leave you

A/N- so I suck

Frank's pov
Gerard way Gerard Way Gerard Fucken Way. This man loves me and is apparently my gay lover. I still don't know what I feel and then this whole cancer thing just got me all missed up. Now im in a different room with a different person who's asleep thank god I don't think I could deal with anyone right now. At least I can remember somethings now. I'm just so overwhelmed I remember when I first met Gerard
***flash back***
3rd person pov
6 year old Frank ran downstairs to the party that his mom was throwing for her birthday. She had invited most of the block over and their new family from across the street. Frank really didn't like party 'to much people' he thought
"Frank" his mother called from the kitchen he sighed and slowly walked over. He looked up at her not saying a word. She grabbed his shoulder and faced him towards another boy standing by a woman.
"Frank this is Gerard and his mother Donna" Donna smiled down at Frank a little smirk escaped his lips. Frank looked at Gerard he was pale with black hair.
"hi" he said to him. Gerard at once lightned up.
"hi" he said back. Frank raised an eyebrow and took a step closer to Gerard and touched his shoulder
"tag you're it" and ran off with gerard at his heels
***flash back over***
But everything else is still foggy. I sighed and sat up I'd only been here two hours and Im already tired of not having anyone to talk to
"hey" came a voice. Fuck that need to stop happening I turned to see a pale man with floppy blonde hair smiling at me from the other bed. "the names Bob" he continued
"Frank" I nodded back
"cancer"?
"cancer"
"me to"
"to bad"
"yeah its hard sometimes " Bob said then there was silents until there was a knock on the door and then it slowly opened and in walks a red headed beauty. My whole face widened with a smile
"Gerard!!!" I almost jumped out of bed.
"Im ah walking" he laughed back
"how" he srugged
"magic baby"
"hi I'm bob" said Bob me and Gerard turned to look at him but said nothing just nodded. I turned back to Gerard realizing that he wasn't dress in hospital close.
"are you.....leaving" he nodds "oh" I look down "ok" I hear gerard sigh and walk up to me
"hey look at me" I look up "would I ever leave you" he asks. But I don't know the answer.
"i-i don't know" he leans down and kisses me
"no I wouldn't" he whispers