it's whatever you want it to be

I just want you

A/N- so there's this man in my closet and he won't go away

Frank's pov

It's 2am now and Ronnie and Oliver won't let me leave they keep saying it to late for me to be out side it's Saturday anyways. I need to apologize to Gerard. I need to tell him how I feel and stop running away from my feelings. I just hope when he gets here it's not to kick my ass. We were watching a movie in the living room after I promised I wouldn't leave. It was lion king god that movie's sad. There was a knock on the door
"I'll get it" Ronnie said jumping up and going to the door. He's here shit. It's much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of poise and rationality. I mean I have to be positive are hope he's not mad I know I Fucked up. Gerard walked in to the room with Ronnie
"so where are your people" he asked Ronnie. His voice was kinda hores as if his throat hurt. Ronnie looked confused
"you mean my parents haha there out of town for the next few weeks" Gerard nodded finally seeing me staring at him with wide eyes. He ran at me and tackled me on the the couch witch I had stood up from when I saw him run.
"GERARD!!!!!!! " Oliver screamed. Fuck wait he was hugging me.
"it's fine there hugging" Ronnie said calming him
"why'd you leave me like that" Gerard whisper to me. How is he not mad at me. How could I have be so mean and stupid. I hugged him back.
"I'm sorry....... For what I did" looking at his face now closely he had a burse on his it where I had hit him. That made me feel so bad.
"Gerard i-i need to tell you that I do lo-" I was cut off by his lips. I kissed him back
"um" Ronnie said "guys" . Gerard got off me looking embarrassed
"sorry" we both said.
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Ronnie and Oliver fell asleep on the couch next to me and Gerard. (We were still watching a movie not the same one this one was called Home it was about a purple alien) I have to egmet they were a happy couple. They're bestfriends and more but to is it just looks like they're really very good friends. But they're also lovers and they're happy. I looked up at Gerard I wish we could be like that. He looked down at me and nuzzled his nose in to my ear.
"what's wrong" he whispered to me. What was wrong I have gerard and he's now mine he forgave me. Why am I not happy?
"nothing" I said " I just like your face" he smiled at that witch made me smile.
"restroom?" he asked.
"wha" I said
"shhh just come" he whispered in to my ear . I laughed but got up and we went in to the restroom. I the restroom Gerard locked the door behind him then turned to me. A devilish smirk on his face.
"Ger-" I was cut off by him pushing me up against the wall and his lips. Honestly I should have expected this. I felt his excitement pressed on my stomach. I felt his hand linger to my ass then he squeezed. Witch made me yelped.
"shhh they'll hear us baby" he whispered to me. I bit my lip. Fuck this is getting really exciting I really hope he's not teasing me. He pulled me up and I wrapped my legs around his waist. He pushed me up against the wall. Wait I don't know if I can do this yet fuck I'm scared
"Gerard um I don't think im ready to have sex with you" I said. He put me down and smiled at me
"who said that was happening today" he said still smiling. OK was he seriously just teasing me cuz that's mean. He came close to me again
"just relax" he whispered before dropping to his neas
"Ge-" I started but I stopped when he pushed my pants down. He then slowly pulled my boxers down. He looked up at me
"let me make you feel good" he said winking. Then he put me in his mouth
A/N- it'll get sumttyer as time goes but for now heheheh