it's whatever you want it to be

Fuck I can't remember

Frank's pov
"Frank I love you" I heard a voice say. There was a man sitting in front on me.
"wh-ho are you" I asked This man was fucken hot. OK maybe I am gay but only for him. He smiled at me
"it's me your husband Gerard" he said and pulled me in to a kiss. I kissed back I couldn't help it. It felt right his lips against mine. And then I opened my eyes and he was gone. I was back in the hospital bed. I could still feel his lips on mine. I touched my lips and said
"Gerard" everyone in the room ran up to me. With the biggest smile I've ever seen.
"Frank you remember" a man I've never seen asked. I probably know him but I can't remember. He looked at my confused expression "it's Mikey Gee little brother" I looked at Oliver and he nodded.
"do you remember" he asked me. Did I remember? I just remembered Gerard kinda. I know that he loves me. And I think I love him. He gave me a feeling I've never felt before.
"I remember Gerard" I said happily "where is he" my smile faded and Mikey hugged me
"he's in a coma"
"he was in my dream he told me he loved me" I said starting to cry Mikey hugged me tighter.
"it's ok" he started to cry to. I felt an other pair of arms it was the only other person in the room Oliver
"we have to be strong guys" he said starting to cry to. Fuck everyones all sad it's my fault. I don't know why but it is. It was passed midnight now and Mikey and Oliver where the only ones allowed to stay. Mikey had fallen asleep so me and Oliver were having a quiet convention.
"so I had hit Gerard" I asked
"Yup he had a black eye for weeks" we started laughing. He was sat on the bed with me. I laid down and patted the spot next to me. He laid next to me. We were facing each other. He was smiling at me. "I'm glad you're Ok Frankie" he said
"me to I just wish I could remember more"
"ask me anything I'll tell you" he skuched closer to me. It made me tense up a bit
"ok" I said "tell me about Gerard" he looked at me with disappointment on his face
"his your hasband and he's really cute but not as cute as you" he said touching my face "and he's your best friend besides Vic"
"what about you" I asked
"me will Frankie I can be whatever you want me to be" with that he pulled my face toward his and kissed me again. I kissed him back feeling his desperate lips against mine moving slowly. Then I suddenly pulled away he looked confused
"I don't think Ronnie would like that" I said to him. He looked surprised
"yeah he wouldn't" he looked down "please don't tell him I donno why I just want you sometimes" he blushed
"who wouldn't I'm Frank fucken Iero" he looked up at me and smriked " I won't tell him just don't do it again I'm Gerard's"
"Ok promise" he said. Mikey yonded.
"fuck this is uncomfortable"
"haha come sleep up here with us" i offered he looked at me and Oliver. Oliver nodded and Mikey got up and laid down with us
"goodnight guys" I said
"goodnight" I heard and we all fell asleep
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"gay" I woke up to someone's voice "I donno it's kinda cute" I opened my eyes to see not Billie but a different doctor.
"oh hey Billie isn't ganna be here today I'm doctor cool.... Just call me cool ok" I nodded Mikey and Oliver were still asleep. "I have good news for you Mr. Way "
"huh way"
"yes it says your last name is Way so yeah"
"oh what's the good news"
"your um brother Gerard is awake now"
"husband" he looked at me and nodded
"awesome"
"can I see him"
"no although he has been asking for you since he woke up he even tried to walk"
"he can't walk"
"he should be able to just no right away"
"oh ok" I can't believe it he's Ok I really do love this man. When he told me he woke up it made me so happy "tell him im Ok and I'll see him as soon as I can please" cool smiled
"Ill do it now" with that he walked out.
"see who" Mikey asked now awake
"Gerard" his eyes got wide
"GERARD'S OK HE'S AWAKE" he yelled waking Oliver
"Gerard's awake" he asked
"yes"
"when can we see him"
"soon"
"I'll call and tell everyone" Mikey got up and started to call people. It still saddens me that I can't remember when or how we met. Everything we've done together. I guess he'll have to tell me.
A/N - Gerards awake he was never ganna die I would never kill him off