it's whatever you want it to be

but I love you

A/N- the hardest thing anyone can do is live with themselves

Frank's pov
We were at Gerard's house after the little sleep over thing I was in a good mood since it had only been an hour ago.
"it's getting hot" Gerard said next to me.
"take off your sweater then you can bitch about it" I told him. Instead he got up and sat on me a leg on each side of my hips. I looked up at him he smiled.
"I really like you frank" he said in a whisper now close to my face.
"I like you too" I said wrapping my legs around him pulling him closer. I felt his hands move to my waist and slowly to my crotch. He started touching me throw my jeans.
"do you want this" he whispered to me. I nodded. He then pulled my pants down and threw them on the floor. I started to take his sweater off but he stopped me.
"f-frank no" he whispered to me hurt in his voice
"why not" I asked now courius. He got off me and sat at the comer of the bed. "Gee" I said again now worried cuz he wouldn't look at me or say anything. I sat next to him and grabbed his arms causing him to wince.
"please don't" he whispered now crying "you'll hate me" I pulled up his sleeve. "I wear this on my sleeves" he said. Suddenly with having yet pulled up his sleeve all the way I knew what he meant. I pulled one up then the other. And once i saw it I cried it was so deep.
"why" I cried now hugging him.
"because you don't fucken love me" he started crying harder. I sat on his lap one leg on each side of his hips. I grabbed his face and kissed him.
"I love you" I whispered he didn't hear. He then buried his face in my neck and bite down. Witch made me moan softly.
"just love me" he said to me. I pushed him on the bed and took his pants off.
"can i-i" I asked him tracing his entrance with my member. He nodded and I pushed In softly causing him to moan loudly.
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"why'd you do that" Gerard asked laying next to me. I looked at him.
"I like you" I said
"no you don't no one does" he said. I sighed
"Gee I love you and wanna be with you ok" he hugged me
"good"
"I love you"
"me too"
A/N- Idk it's been getting weird writing and what not I think im ganna write a scary story