-Kai-
It's been almost a week since I lost my voice. I skip training and don't leave my room unnecessarily and wear a hoodie with a collar that hides the burn. My throat still hurts which is why I can't eat much because I will start coughing blood. the movement of the collar hurts my throat so I had to put a bandage on it. the others are starting to realize that something is going on. I have heard conversations where they ask Jay what exactly happened but he gives the same answer.
¨we had a fight that got a little out of hand, nothing bad¨
'nothing bad... NOTHING BAD'
he took the only thing I love about myself! Now I'm nothing but a burden. I started to cry for the hundredth time. Now my eyes have already turned red, and the skin around my eyes is irritated by the constant rubbing. I hear my stomach go as a sign that I need to eat something again. I haven't eaten anything all day, my throat hurts too much. When I eat now I scratch my throat open. I try to ignore the feeling but it only gets worse as my stomach starts to contract, signaling me to hurry up and eat something.
I can't stand it anymore as I slowly sit up in bed. my body feels so weak, I try to stand but fall through my legs. I look at my bedside table where my intercom is located. If I can just grab it, I'll click on the speaker for a message. to ask if someone can bring me something. but when I reach for it it's too far away.
¨...¨
If I ask someone to bring me something, questions will be asked. I better try it myself. I give it another try and my legs are a bit stronger now and are good enough to walk on for a short distance. I opened my door and saw if the coast was clear. luckily no one was there. I start to make my way slowly to the kitchen where I immediately start making a plate of food. All different things with different textures. When I was done and just wanted to go back, of course, the rest had to come in.
C-¨Kai!?¨
When the others realize that I am there too, I quickly grab the plate and get out of there. When I put the plate down on the bedside table I fell through my legs, that was the last bit of energy I had, and used it to get back here faster.
After a while of rest, I started eating small amounts. the feeling didn't go away. my throat screamed with every bite I took soon I started coughing... I looked at my hand... blood. I ignored it as I continued eating. If I don't get enough now, I won't make it to the next morning. After a while, the coughing stopped and the pain diminished. I felt something wet go from my mouth to my chin, I wiped it away, and... blood. I get up slowly and walk to the mirror by the sink.
blood...
blood everywhere...
from my mouth to my chin is covered in blood. I open my mouth to see my throat but there is nothing to see... all you can see is the red color of blood. I start to feel dizzy and I imagine a loud bang before everything goes black
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The muted soul {Kai}
Hayran KurguKai and Jay had an argument that didn't end well after Kai got hit by Jay's lightning, With that attack he took Kai's only thing he loved about himself but how would Kai go through all this, what if the pressure is so high that he can't handle it? e...
