Behind The Scenes ~Taekook and Namjin~

❥ Chapter 35 ❥

~ Tae ~

Tae was able to finally go home last week. He started seeing Namjoon's childhood therapist and she was nice, but nothing she did helped. Tae acted like he was getting better around Jin, Namjoon, and Jungkook but in reality, he was just getting worse and worse. He hates himself because of his baby's death. Today, he had a therapy appointment. Jungkook took him to the therapy center and then left after they got there. Tae checked in with Marie, the front desk lady. He had gotten to know Marie pretty well and they were friends now. Marie could always put a smile on his face no matter how sad he was. She was the highlight of his days. After he checked in, he went to his therapist's regular room. But when he opened the door, he found a strange man there.

Tae~"Oh, I'm sorry. I guess I went to the wrong room."

Cameron~"Are you Taehyung?"

Tae~"Yes, sir."

Cameron~"Then you're in the right place. Come in, sit down."

Tae sat on the couch like he usually did. He thought it was weird that his normal therapist would just disappear like that but he didn't really care that much.

Cameron~"So, I'm Cameron and I'm gonna be your therapist from now on."

Tae~"What happened to Shuhua?"

Cameron~"Let's just say she couldn't continue working."

Tae~"Ok..."

Cameron looked Tae up and down. His eyes stopped at Tae's stomach. Tae was still pretty skinny since he still wasn't eating very much so his stomach was very skinny. Cameron thought it was attractive. He licked his lips and then looked back up at Tae.

Cameron~"Were gonna do a little exercise to help with your depression. Ok?"

Tae~"Sure."

Cameron~"Do you promise to do everything I say?"

Tae~"Whatever, bro."

Cameron liked that Tae was depressed. He loves that Tae wanted to kill himself. He thought the scars on his body were sexy. Tae's mental state turned him on. He was a psychopath. He could feel his dick going hard already.

Cameron~"Ok, now I need you to take off your shirt."

Tae~"Why?"

Cameron~"It's a part of the exercise. Just do it and stop thinking about it!"

Tae took off his shirt. Cameron was a dude just like Tae so it wasn't that bad but he still thought it was weird. He had an odd feeling about Cameron.

Cameron~"Gooood~"

Cameron spoke in a slow, almost moaning tone. Tae started to be scared.

Cameron~"Now take off your pants, princess~"

Tae~"Ok he'll no. I'm drawing the line right there. I may wanna die but I don't want to die enough to let you rape me."

Cameron~"I'm not gonna rape you! This is just a part of the exercise! Now do you want to have your depression cured or not!?"

Tae~"Nope, I'm leaving. You will not get me to do this. I'm not stupid."

Cameron grabbed Tae's wrist to prevent him from leaving.

Cameron~"You may not be stupid, but you are weak."
Cameron pinned Tae to the couch and ripped Tae's pants and underwear off. He took his own clothes off and soon they were both naked.

Tae~"Get off of me!"

Cameron~"Never! You deserve this! You're worthless! You killed your baby! You let Somi die! You're a murderer!"

Tae's eyes began to fill with tears.

Tae~"You're right, I'm the reason my baby is dead. I guess I do deserve this."

Cameron tilted Tae's chin up.

Cameron~"Good boy~"

Then Cameron entered inside Tae. Tae flinched at the pain but then he remembered Somi and how she died.

"Stop being a pussy, you deserve this. You killed your own daughter. You're a murderer." Tae thought.

Tae let Cameron do whatever he wanted with him. He put up with all of the pain. The sex wasn't enjoyable at all, it was just painful for Tae and he hated it. But he let it happen because he thought he deserved it. He believed that being raped was a way to atone for his sins. After a while, Cameron finally finished. He pulled out in time and then he got off of Tae.

Cameron~"You better not tell anyone about this. If you tell anyone, then you won't be atoning for your sins. Your daughter will still be dead and it'll still be your fault."

Tae~"Ok."

Cameron~"Now go."

Tae got dressed. When he turned to leave, Cameron smacked his ass. Tae didn't like it but he knew he deserved it. Tae felt disgusting. He felt like he cheated on Jungkook. Jungkook was a good man, he didn't deserve that. As Tae walked back home, he kept thinking about Jungkook.

Tae~"I can't believe that just happened. Does this mean I was unfaithful? But I don't love Cameron. I love Jungkook. And it was rape, not consensual so technically it wasn't my fault. Besides, I deserved it after killing me and Jungkook's daughter. I was just doing the right thing. No one can blame me for doing the right thing."

Tae went back home.