Reincarnation

26. Myself.

Miyako's POV.

What really happened.

When Fate tried to help me it hurt so much, like I was being torn to pieces and I screamed followed by a massive explosion.

It a matter of time, i gasped and everything stopped including my floating and I fell,... but into kiyoshi's arms.

Kiyoshi gently taps my cheeks.
"Miyako, Miyako answer me".

Miyako: *opens eyes*. Kiyoshi, is...is... it over, it...it hurt a lot, I... don't feel so good.
*My eyes suddenly closes shut*.

•~In my mind~•

I was walking in a field of flowers and blossoms then I saw a big house much like my dream house.

It was big, pretty and huge with tropical decorative flowers.

I should have run but I felt so safe and just walked in, without a care in the world.

I saw good, bad, and horrible pictures of my life events mostly horrible.

I stopped seeing someone on a chair back facing me, she giggled and suddenly everything else disappeared except me and her.

The house, the pictures, the trees, the flowers, everything gone.
Only leaving a dark, hollow, place with a frightened me.

Me: He...hello, who are you, who's there.

The person turned around for me to see, MYSELF.

Myself: Oh I think you know.

I gasped.

"Who are you".

"I call the shots here Missy, who are you??".

"I'm Miyako Shou".

How could that be,... when I'm Miyako Shou.

What???.

You see babe, I've been trapped here for so long and finally, I'm ouuutt.
She said in a sing song voice disappearing..

What do you mean out, who, what are you, and where am I, where are the others, Where's Kiyoshi.

It is disgusting yet fascinating how you could quickly mend your stupid heart, our stupid heart and fall for Kiyoshi, guess James was never true love, was he.

I...hey your playing tricks answer my questions..

Very well then,.
I'm Miyako formally known as the other you, I'm bravery and anger mixed together with a sprinkle of lust.
I'm your consciousness, your inner most emotion, your in your head and the others, sister, friends, Kiyoshi there in real life doing okay.

But wait what do you mean emotion.

*Scoffs*.
Everyone thinks you're all sweet and nice Miyako, but no one knows you have a dark side.

She pops a picture of my real body and my fake one.

The same sweet Miyako that cursed everyone that hated her in her head, the same Miyako that cry's her heart out of rejection, the same lonely Miyako, the same scared one, the same ugly one.

Your messed with my head, stop it.

She snaps her fingers and a big cage appears.

That sweet sweet Miyako had the guts to shove a little girl into a cage and lock her there for many years despite her crying, the same Miyako that locked everyone out and still cries that she's lonely the same Miyako that never stands up for herself and only dwells in pity sinking into the comfort of food for relief.
The same Miyako that locked me in that same cage.