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𝐏𝐔𝐙𝐙𝐋𝐄𝐃
July 1, 2013
The next morning I woke up with an aching headache. Not the worst I'd had before but it was bad. I checked my phone and there were texts from Zelly.
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ZELLY
ZELLY *7:21* You ok girl?
ZELLY *7:57* Did you make it home??
ZELLY *8:40* HELLLOOOO???
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I hurried to answer the text so I wouldn't be keeping her worried.
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ZELLY
ZELLY You ok girl?
ZELLY Did you make it home??
ZELLY HELLLOOOO???
YOU IM FINE IM SORRYYY I MADE IT HOME LATE LAST NIGHT!!
ZELLY Ohhhhh ok. I'm glad your safe, tell me what happened last night besides you guys almost kissing.
YOU Nothing really, he took me home and got a Lyft back to his car.
ZELLY Girl do you literally see how he looks at you???
YOU I THOUGHT IT WAS JUST ME!
ZELLY GIRL NO. YALL ARE CUTEE!
ZELLY I think even Jalil noticed and he's like.. an idiot!!
YOU I kinda don't why I didn't just kiss him, but I feel like I'm just not ready yet..
ZELLY Understandable. Do it when your ready, on your timing.
YOU I know... Read at 9:34 AM
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I got out of my bed and went into my bathroom to get some excedrin from the bathroom mirror. Surprisingly my brother was sleep sound asleep, and me being the good sister I was, I let him sleep. I went back to bed myself to lay down and watch tv. While laying down my phone began to vibrate under my arm.
I looked to see it was Amir. "Why is he calling me at 9 in the morning?" I thought to myself. Nonetheless I picked up the phone.
"Good morning."
"Morning."
"Is there something you want?"
"Not really. I just want to know if you remember what happened last night?"
"I definitely remember."
"Would you wanna talk about it?"
"Pass."
"Why not?"
"I'm scared I guess.."
"Of what??"
"You wanting more than friendship."
"What would happen if I told you I possibly want more?"
"I would tell you I'm not ready.."
"And I would understand, and wait for you to be ready."
As he said that my chest began HURTING, I could feel literal turns in my stomach like traffic. I wanted to believe him but I'd been lied to PLENTY and unfortunately I was easy... I trusted too much and to easily. I hated getting hurt. He seemed genuine. I didn't know.
If he really was genuine, would I really have wanted to give that up tho? After the bit of time I took to think I picked the phone back up and started talking.
"You'll deadass wait for me?"
"Deadass." He said slightly chuckling.
"I feel like this is something out of a romance movie."
"Never thought of that but I guess I am pretty cool like them." He said chuckling again.
"That was so corny... but I'm serious"
"And you're pulchritudinous and kindhearted."
"Oh you're expanding your vocabulary I see. You definitely got that off google." I said laughing.
