History : Revenge Or Love

Chapter 22

The door opened slowly with a crack voice as Magnus entered with weak steps. It is said that The happy moments we have spent make us feel the same happiness when we go to the same place again. But no. Like a blind man who has been kept in darkness for years and when he gets his eyes back and comes to know the truth, the same pain that Magnus was feeling.

His tired eyes were roaming around the house and stopped at the fireplace, he felt that pain as if someone had shot a poisoned bullet at him, when he remembered last night when he was lying in front of the same fireplace in Alec' arms, holding him tight. The way they had sat there and Alec had caressed his ear cuff. He closed his eyes tightly and pulled out the ear cuff harshly with a groan that left a scratch on his earlobe and threw it away as tears made their way out soaking his already sweaty face.

The lamps they lit together, the pocket lighter, the walls where they stared while talking, the wooden chair they used for drying their clothes and there his heart sank as his eyes turned to the wooden bed Where he thought that the person sleeping next to him is everything for him and would not leave him like everyone did. Who cared in every way and made him feel special as he is the only thing Alec had seen. The same person broke his trust without any warning.

As he rewind the night and the pleasure they had was cursing him how stupid he was. Every part of his body where Alec touched was burning and making him feel like hell. He felt disgusted, clenched his fists and tightened his body as anger took him over.

" haaaaaaaaaaaaa." He pulled the blanket from the bed and tore it with real energy. His mind was out of control, hissing in anger and pain in his skin not letting him calm. He threw the light lamps on the wall and the glass pieces scattered on the floor. He picked the wooden chair and started to overtake it on the bed continuously to break both things with groans.

" STUPID...STUPID...STUPID...STUPID.. YOU ARE FUCKING STUPID MAGNUS. HOW COULD YOU TRUST SOMEONE EASILY ? " He shouted between crying and threw the table on the wall with wobbly steps as he looked around to find something...

He placed his hands on his hair and pulled them and yelled..."ARRRRRRRRRRRR". Then his eyes caught the lighter and the kerosin bottle behind some woods near the fireplace. He wiped his tears with trembling hands which were injured because of overtaking the wooden chair, and he took the kerosin bottle and opened it and started pouring every corner including the bed, to burn everything which was reminiscent of the worst night. He picked the lighter from the floor wobbly and lighted it as he looked at the little flame on it and started trembling and crying soundly as he looked at the bed.

" I want everything related to you burn in front of me" He whispered without emotions. But suddenly started crying again cause he can't ignore his Pain which he got from the person he loved truly for the first time. " I don't wanna see you again ( sniff ) Why ? ( Sniff ) why did you hurt me Alexander? " the name Alexander came out painfully.

His weak eyes rewinded the night , where he was smiling and a thought crossed his mind about his future with Alec. Yes.... He started thinking about his future last night with the person who is the reason for the destruction of his future and his image. Who cheated on him. And the biggest heartbreaking thing was that he is married. He is someone else's man...

How stupid he was when he thought Ryan was jealous of him and at the party he was dancing with someone else's husband. How the heck he didn't realize when Rafael warned him? How lovesick and stupid he acted? Alec used him, broke him, left him and at the end destroyed him. Thought Magnus. He clenched his jaw with closed eyes and all the mean words echoed in his head .

(You are nothing to me... not even in my whore list.)

He opened his eyes which were filled with only anger and hatred this time as he threw the lighter on the bed and the bed started burning with the huge wave of flame.