History : Revenge Or Love

Chapter 30

The pain of his injured leg was nothing in front of the pain he was feeling in his heart. He hadn't even crossed much distance from the house where he left Alec. He was all between his past thoughts, tears willing on his face.

Old moments started flooding in his blank mind. How those hazel eyes holding resistance in his anger towards Magnus at first few meetings. Every hateful word Alec spit on Magnus in the beginning always felt forced. But the sudden change of alec' behavior towards Magnus was like a roller coaster. How they jumped to be  flirtatious  from hating each other. Magnus always felt home in Alec's presence in between their comfortable teasings and surprises. The first dance they had was as dreamy as he always thought it would be. The first accidental kiss, the whole week he received the flowers in Alec's absence. Everything was like a dream. More tears pooled out at the memories. He never thought he would fall in love again but he did, which turned out to be the curse to him that night.

Those deep stares in stormy night, kisses, the closeness, the way he shivered at the touch of Alec, the way Alec sniffed his whole body, the goosebumps after Alec bite, licked and kissed his neck and torso was like heaven to him. The wooden house was witness to their love making. But it was itching now. A sob came out from his throat at the sensation and he cried.

“ WHY ? WHY ALEC, WHY ?” He clenched his fist and threw them in the air while shouting.

He remembered his own painful words and stopped, turning around to see back. His eyes wandered at the house, preventing him from walking.

'ALEC……. I SWEAR TO GOD I WILL NEVER FORGET WHAT YOU DID. '

He immediately turned his back again when he felt a doubt on his own actions, he will not go back just like Alec did.

'ALEEEEEEEEC'

He released a shuddered breath as he remembered his own pain when Alec didn't turn back to him.

Only one step ahead and he froze. The angry and broken eyes were now full of worry. His heart clenched at the thought that he had shot Alec, he felt the other's pain even if he didn't want to feel it. He took a shaky breath and turned back to the house and ran. Forgetting his own injury.

“Magnus” Alec whispered in pain, his face pale and eyes red. His eyes were stuck where Magnus left. His vision was getting blurry from the tears his eyes were carrying. Still he tried to open them, and after it felt like hours, he noticed a figure stormed in and stood in front of him.

“ Magnus” his voice was weak and low.

“No. This … this is… a dream. He will never come back to me.” He didn't believe his eyes.

Magnus’ eyes went on the bloody chest of Alec and he gasped in fear. He ran to Alec and kneeled. As he scanned the wound his body started shaking. Thanks to his not very good skill in shooting, the bullet crossed on Alec’ chest, a little far from his left side, which would have made the bullet tear out his heart. More tears started flowing without his knowledge.

“ Oh god, What have I done ? What should I do now ?”

He stood up in panic and gathered the parts of the mobile, he tried to fix it to call, but it didn't work.

He ran to Alec who was closing eyes at the heaviness .

“ Alec… don't. Don't close your eyes. Ok ?” He tapped Alec' face to keep him awake.

He made Alec stand on his feet, and put his one hand on his shoulder for support, and took him in the fireplace room with difficulty.

He laid him on the mattress near the fireplace to warm his cold body. As he opened the buttons of his shirt his hand grabbed the locket with an ear cuff. He stared at it and then Alec. His hand shook as he was about to touch the wound. Alec whined in pain which made Magnus shed more tears.