Forgive me/ninjago fanfic/ crystalised rewrite

Chapter 8

Harumi was seated on the roof of the warehouse, she knew her place when around the ninjas and that place was outside away from hearing their plans. She stared at the sky which was a cloudy grey with a pinkish tone signifying the presence of the overlord. She hummed to herself wondering what she'd do after this whole fiasco was over. I'll probably just go to prison for a lifetime, or perhaps I'll get the death sentence, realistically thinking it is probable. I don't really have anything left to offer anyways, I'll help rebuild the monastary before then I'll accept whatever happens to me. She looked down at the city it was covered in crystal shards meanwhile the streets were completely empty. This is just like when garmadon took over. Harumi shivered thinking about her past and who she used to be. I've gotten better right? I wouldn't commit those actions again would I? I would never hurt anyone...I don't think. The thoughts were racing as did her heart. Try to compose yourself you idiot. Her mind hisssd at her but she couldn't stop. Her breaths started becoming shorter and fast paced. Her eyes closed trying to find any form of happy memory but there was none. She felt someone place a hand on her shoulder, she looked up jumping at the sudden touch.

"Harumi are you ok" lloyd kneeled down to ask, she quickly composed herself.

"I'm fine" she said her voice still sounded panicked and she was breathing heavily. Don't let him see your fear. Lloyd raised an eyebrow clearly not beliving her.

"Your not fine, you can tell me what's wrong I'm not going to judge you I just want to help" he reached for her hand but she slapped it away.

"I don't need or want your help" she hissed "I've been fine on my own for the past few years" her voice became cold as she glared at Lloyd who backed away.

"Sorry" he managed to nod leaving for the door. Harumi saw the look of fear he gave her. You fucking idiot, your pushing him away someone finally cares and you can't stand keeping them around. Harumi felt a ping of sudden guilt. I mess up all my relations. She sighed.

lloyd had come back down to meet the others who were busily studying the scroll.

"I just don't get it" jay pointed out. Wu was messing around with the scroll trying to find a way to read it.

"The words seem familiar but do not make sense" Zane said inquisitively.

"It's useless!" Kai groaned. "We should just do it old school style"

"Be patient hot head" cole laughed.

"Wait I think I've got it" master Wu stated, he began to fold the paper.

"It revealed a sequence of moves" Nya gasped.

"Jump up, kick back, whip around and spin" Zane read the words "those are the actions".

"You've figured it out!" Lloyd smiled. "Now we just need to learn the moves"

"You should be training to use your oni form" garmadon grumbled to Lloyd "not some old dragon move that the snakes made up"

"But what if I can't control it" lloyd was worried "I don't want to lose control"

"If you listen to me you won't" garmadon frowned "do you not trust your own father?!"

"I- it's hard" lloyd responded. "What do you think master Wu?" Lloyd turned his attention to his uncle.

"It may be wise" Wu advised "it's a very powerful form and it would help"

"Ok then" he nodded "you guys learn dragon form and I'll learn... oni form"

Lloyd trained with his dad on the left side of the warehouse. Garmadon was yelling instructions at him. He knew his dad just wanted to help and he really appreciated but his mind was to worried to focus. His mind kept flashing back to harumi and the way she refused to accept his help. Another flash to his friends and what might happen if they fail.