Chained

A series of bad decisions.

Trigger warning: Dubcon.

Selena's POV:

The next morning I woke up feeling utterly pissed. I could still feel Lucius' hands on me, roaming my body. Taking everything he wanted without thought or care. Indeed a selfish act. He had stolen all self control from me and replaced it with a need so strong it corrupted every fibre of my body. Lucius had simply pushed me off of him as if I was nothing but trash, casting me aside as soon as he had had his fun. Did he even come close to give me what I actually wanted? No. No, that psycho didn't even come close. He just bloody left me alone in my room as always. I laid in bed, overwhelmed with anger boiling in me to a point where I just needed an outlet. I hastily dragged a pillow on top of my face and felt myself pour all of my rage into one long scream, as I tossed and turned in the sheets. "FUCK EVERYTHING" I growled. My breaths came in rapidly, it was getting harder to breath, How could I have been so fucking stupid?! So weak! I sat up, feeling my whole body tense up at the movement. Which only seemed to anger me more, as I pushed off the bed and thrashed back and forth, trying to decide whether or not I should just kill Lucius or take a cold shower... To no surprise, I opted for a cold shower, not wanting to let 'my feelings' ruin my day. I dressed in some skinny black jeans, a black snug hoodie, a pair of Doc Martins and left my room to join the others in the dining room.

As I entered the room, their eyes met mine immediately. "Morning." I said in a tired and hoarse voice and they greeted me back. I sat down and poured myself some coffee and pulled my hood up. It was annoyingly bright in the room. My head was pounding and the hangover was killing me for the sins I committed the day before. "Did you sleep well?" Draco asked as I sipped on my coffee, hunched over the edge of the table. "Worst night of my life." I said and sat back in the chair and closed my eyes. It wasn't the truth, but it definitely wasn't my best night either. I had just had a couple of hours of sleep and they were filled with nightmares. "How about you?" I said and turned to look at him. "Slept like a baby." He said and gave me a cocky smile. "Prick." I let out a chuckle and Draco joined. "What do you want to do today?" I asked. "I, uh, have to meet up with Pansy for a couple of hours. But afterwards we could hang out in my room, maybe try out my new wizard chess?" He flashed me a smile, as if he was about to sell me something. I looked at him confused. "Pantsy? Really?... Why the bloody hell would you hang out with Parkinson of all people?" I said, my face twisted in disgust. Draco rolled his eyes at me. "Wha- Well, I promised to help her with some... school stuff." Draco answered, looking down on his plate. One thing that was always consistent with Draco, was his inability to lie to me. And this includes him dodging eye contact. That Occlumency-progeny-prick. I scoffed. "Sure mate... totally believable." I murmured quietly and winked at him, earning myself an elbow to the ribs. "Ow! You really need to get some meat on those bones, lad, before you stab someone! That elbow of yours is deadly." I said, absentmindedly caressing the spot he hit. "Shut it, twit." He said and laughed. A sniff caught my attention and I looked up and saw Narcissa with a sad expression on her face, pushing her food around on her plate. Her eyes were red and puffy... She definitely had been crying. I was not one to comfort people in general. It was difficult for me to relate to them, or whatever they were going through. Only with Draco have I felt the need to comfort someone. With Narcissa.. I wouldn't know where to begin? So I just sat there and watched her. I could feel Lucius' eyes burn into my skin. His eyes had been on me ever since I joined the breakfast, but I refused to acknowledge his pressens after his actions last night. Lucius took Narcissa's hand and caressed it gently. "Everything alright, my dear?" He spoke softly. Her head hung low as she slowly pulled her hand away from him. "I'm fine, my love." She said and stood up from her chair. "Please excuse me...I will be in my study if anyone needs me." She said and walked gracefully out of the room without another word. I exchanged looks with Draco, but we soon returned our attention back. As we were finishing up, Draco stood. "So. I'll be on my way. Are you gonna be alright here by yourself?" Draco asked me. "Sure. No worries, mate." I said and gave him a reassuring smile. He nodded and turned on his heel. Leaving Lucius and I alone for the first time since last night... Great.