The Idol I Love ~Taegyu~

Chapter 33

'Accept'

"What?"

"Accept it that Beomgyu is gone."

"Do you think it's that easy!? When I heard the fucking news just now that he died!!?" Taehyun shouted in pain, more tears falling down

"Hyung, it's not easy! It's not damn easy to let someone you love the most go! When I fucking waited for Beomgyu hyung for almost two years!! I l-love him so much hyung! That's why I waited for him such a long time!! I was away from him for 5 y-years, we didn't get to really spend happy memories together because of my career..! I was so damn happy when I saw him smile after a long time. It's not that easy to accept the fact that Beomgyu is gone, that he left me!! I can't accept it so fast and it h-hurts so much. You don't understand! He was the person I adore, I love and I care the most..!!!" Taehyun outburst

"Taehyun-ah-"

"No! I don't want to see you anymore." Taehyun said as he walk past Soobin

Taehyun started running towards the exit of the hospital, crying.

This was the day Taehyun cried the most,

The day Beomgyu died.

Of course it's not easy to accept that someone you love, care and adore the most. It really hurts, Taehyun's heart hurts so much. Accepting that Beomgyu left, that he is gone, dead is impossible for Taehyun to accept and believe. Taehyun wished that he was the one who is gone except Beomgyu.

When Taehyun was running, the liquid of the rain touched his skin. It was raining, hardly raining. Just like his tears, dropping so much.

Why?

Why is this happening?

"WHY!!?" Taehyun shouted, voice hoarse and in pain.

Rain meeting his skin, dropping down at the same time his tears drop down.

He was soaked wet now, he doesn't give a fuck.

Taehyun's knees drop down into the grass. His hand clasping his mouth, the other free hand running through his wet strands and tightly gripping it before letting go.

He just wished he died, just like Beomgyu. He hoped that he was the one in pain, except Beomgyu. He wanted to be the one who died, the one who had a sad ending except Beomgyu.

"Beomgyu hyung, my love.."

"I'm so sorry." Taehyun apologized like it was his fault he died.

He slowly stand up and walked towards the sea where no one was there.

He walked slowly at the water, walking in the liquid more deeper. When it was half his height, in the chest. Someone grabbed him.

"Taehyun-ah! What are you doing!?" Soobin asked in rage, gripping the younger's ( Taehyun ) shoulder tightly.

"I want to give up, I want to see Beomgyu."

"That doesn't mean you will kill yourself!" Soobin said as he put Taehyun behind him, he switched his position where he was more deep at the sea so Taehyun would arrive first but no.

Taehyun had pushed Soobin to the sea, where Soobin drowned in the liquid.

"H-hyung!?" Taehyun called out, realizing what he did.

Soobin can't swim.

Yet they were at a deep spot at the ocean.

The liquid was at Taehyun's neck.

He can't find Soobin's body, even if he tried searching for him.

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Advanced chapter, I have the motivation in writing and excited to upload this chapter since I wrote more angst!

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