The Idol I Love ~Taegyu~

Chapter 37

'What happened to us?'

When Taehyun fell asleep at the guest room, comfortably laying into the bed. Huening Kai made sure that the latter was really sleeping because Taehyun usually fake sleep half everyday when he is with Huening Kai or he sleepover to his house. Just so he could hear something, eavesdropping is bad but for Taehyun it isn't when it comes to important things. He eavesdrop when it's interesting to him, but if it's not important or anything he just leave or ignore it. He doesn't gossip around, it's just for his life.

'He must have been so tired..' Huening Kai thought

"So, Felix hyung.." Huening Kai turned to Felix after checking that Taehyun was really asleep.

"Yes? Are you going to explain what happened now? Why are you so sad when you arrived?" Felix bombarded him with questions, Huening Kai slightly smiled because of how worried the older ( Felix ) was but he was hurt.

"Well.. you see, Taehyun hyung and I are friends with Soobin hyung, Yeonjun hyung and Beomgyu hyung."

Felix nod, signing him to go on and he is listening.

"Taehyun hyung was away for almost 5 years from Beomgyu hyung, and he likes Beomgyu hyung. He was away because of his career and he was really busy but he makes time just to talk, spend or video call with Beomgyu hyung but when he was about to meet with Beomgyu hyung.." Huening Kai tried holding back his tears

"Beomgyu hyung got into a car accident and he got into a coma at the same day they met after a very long time. That hurts Taehyun hyung, really bad and when he ignores him after 5 days I think but he decided to wait for him to wake up. He was really patient just for Beomgyu hyung but Beomgyu hyung never did, he never open his eyes. He died today.. Soobin hyung was there with him but.." Huening Kai's tears fell down his eyes.

"He also died at the same day Beomgyu hyung died.. Soobin hyung tried saving Taehyun hyung because he was going to commit suicide, but he was the one instead died." Huening Kai's tears roll down his cheeks even more, forming a lot of tears in his eyes.

Felix pat his back gently,

"I can't reach Yeonjun hyung too, he left us too. After him and Soobin hyung broke up, he left with just a blink of an eye. He disappeared without saying anything, he never said goodbye before leaving us alone."

"What am I suppose to do? What are we gonna do when our favorite, caring and loving hyungs are gone?" Huening Kai's eyes shake with tears, his vision was blurry.

Felix was comforting him, saying a lot of positive and comforting words. When Huening Kai looked at him with hurtful eyes, he suddenly asked.

"What if I leave him?"

"What if I suddenly disappeared without saying anything to him?"

"What if he dies like others?"

"What if he leaves me too all alone..?"

Huening Kai asked, negative thoughts and things are entering his mind. The what if's he always say we're suppose to be funny,

But now it's all sorrowful.

It's not funny anymore.

What happened to me?

What happened to all of us?

We used to be happy best friends.