The Idol I Love ~Taegyu~

Chapter 31

'Pain and blame'

8 months later

"My love.." Taehyun called out while staring at the older ( Beomgyu ) softly, Beomgyu was still laying at the bed not waking up yet.

"It's been a year, you haven't wake up but don't worry. I'll wait for you to wake up." Taehyun said before deep sighing.

'I hope he wakes up soon.' Taehyun thought.

Taehyun had been waiting for Beomgyu to wake up, to open his eyelids. He would stay by his side forever and he would wait till the end. He has been waiting for 1 year now and that made Taehyun worry that Beomgyu has not wake up yet from his coma. His health ( Taehyun ) was normal for the past few days but sometimes he got sick and Soobin had to take care of him, he was really stubborn when he wants to visit Beomgyu even when he is badly sick and Soobin can tell. Taehyun really really really cares and loves the older ( Beomgyu ) so much, I could write a long paragraph about how much he cares and what he do for Beomgyu.

"Soobin hyung.." Taehyun called from the phone.

"Yeah? Is there anything you need?" Soobin asked, kind of worried.

"No.. it's just that I'm scared." Taehyun confessed.

"Because if Beomgyu won't wake up?" Soobin asked, sighing.

Taehyun was silent, he didn't want to speak but what Soobin said is a fact. It was true that Taehyun was thinking that Beomgyu won't wake up after waiting for 1 year, I'm not saying that hes impatient or couldn't wait for him.

"Taehyun, didn't I tell you not to think of any negative things..? Beomgyu will surely wake up and you will get to spend time and make more memories with him. Please don't think anything of that, stay with a positive mind. You will wait for him to wake up from his coma right?" Soobin asked.

"Yeah.." Taehyun answered.

"You'll get there, you will reach the end. You will stop waiting soon." Soobin spoke.

"I know hyung but it hurts me seeing him like this.. it was my fault that he got into a coma. I told him that—" Taehyun got interrupted.

"It was not anyone's fault, don't blame yourself." Soobin said.

"But I was the one who told him to go outside, I should have just get near the door or Infront of the house but I was too excited that I message him. I should have been the one who has to cross the road-"

"Taehyun, like I said. Don't blame yourself please, it was not your fault." Soobin begged.

Taehyun wanted to say more things but he decided to keep it himself.

"Okay.." Taehyun said, staring at the floor before looking at Beomgyu.

"Is there anything else?" Soobin asked after the silence.

"Oh were you busy? Sorry hyung, if I bothered you." Taehyun apologized

"No, don't apologize. I was not really busy anyways." Soobin said

"That's all I wanted to say, thank you hyung." Taehyun pleased

"Welcome, call me everytime you need help. I'll try to help and always be with you." Soobin said as he ended the call.

Taehyun's attention went on the hospital monitor heart rate when it started beeping.