The Idol I Love ~Taegyu~

Chapter 42 ( last chapter )

'Just a dream'

Taehyun was cleaning up the blood on the floor after crying for almost a hour, kept on blaming himself for his 4 best friend's death.

His hands started trembling, pupils waving side to side.

"Do I really have to stay alive..?"

"But they are gone..."

"What am I suppose to do now?"

Taehyun said, talking to himself.

He is slowly giving up.

You know why?

Because all of his most loved ones are gone.

"Should I give up?"

Taehyun said as he looked at himself in the mirror that was reflecting him.

Tears forming in his eyes again, countless times he had cried.

This time was the most heartbreaking one.

Taehyun sobbed and sobbed,

He can't stop crying.

His eyes hurts from crying non-stop,

It hurts.

The whole entire things that happened to him is so painful.

He was suffering,

The most in his lifetime.

"Was this so painful?" Taehyun asked as he inhale shakily, breathing for air.

His breathings were always cut and it was not straight, not calm or either easy.

It was difficult for him to breathe because he was crying hard.

He crouched down, hands wiping off the tears on his cheeks with his palm but it was useless because of how many tears were dropping right after.

His pupil was wandering around the arms he had cut,

"Was this the right thing to do?"

"They said it was a way to release—"

Taehyun choked, sobbing more.

What's the point of talking when they are gone?

They are not here to listen to Taehyun,

They are not in this world anymore.

Taehyun's heart hurts, his hands gripping on the shirt at his chest.

His heart tightening from the pain he was feeling

He was having a hard time breathing for air

"It hurts so much.."

"Beomgyu hyung..."

"Please comfort me.."

"Please—!"

—

Taehyun's eyes opened, head sweating and tears escaping his eyes.

"Oh Taehyun-ah, you are awake." Beomgyu said as he realized that the younger ( Taehyun ) was finally awake from his long dream

"B—Beomgyu?"

"Yes darling?" Beomgyu responded

"You are alive?" Taehyun asked, his hands reached out for Beomgyu's cheeks.

His hands going through Beomgyu's skin, 

Beomgyu's frame started to disappear

Slowly fading.

"Beomgyu hyung!?"

"P—please don't leave me again!!"

—

"Taehyun!" Beomgyu called out for the younger ( Taehyun ) who was having a nightmare.

Taehyun's eyelids quickly opened, eyes widening with tears.

"Were you having a nightmare?" Beomgyu asked, completely worried for Taehyun.

Taehyun was too shock to respond, only his hands touching Beomgyu's skin.

This time, it wasn't going through,

He was really touching Beomgyu.

"Darling, have you forgot that it was our anniversary?" Beomgyu asked before pouting.

"H—hah?" Taehyun was very confused.

"You overslept when it was our anniversary! I let you sleep after a while but you seemed like you were having a nightmare so I woke you up. You look cute when you were dreaming by the way!" Beomgyu said, a giggle escape from his mouth.

"Right, I'm sorry love." Taehyun laughed with Beomgyu after realizing it was just a dream.

"Come on! Huening Kai, Yeonjun hyung and Soobin hyung are waiting."

"Okay." Beomgyu and Taehyun smiled widely.

~the end~

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So, let me explain for those who are confused.

Beomgyu didn't die, he and Taehyun actually met. He didn't get into a coma, just a dream. Where Beomgyu got hit by a car, that's where the dream started. They dated for 7 years now, having a healthy relationship and no longer long-distance relationship. The angst plot was just for fun and just a dream, I wanted to add angst in the plot so.

This story is more of like a "Just a Dream" or so.