Nurture. (A Justin Bieber's FanFic)

11;Lost

Isabelle's POV

"Tom?" I start shacking, "Yes sweetie, Tom" I look down at my hands see them trembling "When?" I ask, "Two days ago, he called to check on you" she says "he's so sweet Isabelle" she says making me raise my eyebrows "Try making up with him" she says, I stay silent.

Inhale.. Exhale.. Inhale..

"he's a great guy" she completes, "What did you reply?" I ask in a hurry afraid of the answer "you're great.. I also told him to try and get back to you" she says making my eyes widen "MOM!" I scream and tears start forming in my eyes, I feel my insides are going to explode. "What have you done?" I scream crying "You don't know! You don't know anything!"

"But sweetie, I know you guys were so happy tog-" I cut her off "Don't! Just don't say happy!" I cry "You have no idea" I cry, "Aren't you going to tell me what happened?" she asks concerned, I cry and don't reply, "I've seen your relationship. He gave you everything, he loves you" she says through the phone making my anger raises more.

He loves you.

But mom, How can we hurt the ones we love?

"What did he say mom?" I ask wiping my tears hoping he said something like

'This time, there's no hope

"He said, he'll try to" she says making my heart stop, "Thanks a lot mom" I say and end the call throwing the phone on the couch. I rest my head on the table and cry my eyes out.

What if he comes right now? What would he do to me? I don't want to get beaten anymore, I don't want to get hit, chocked, tortured, and raped. What if he does what he did on our break up

"I want to take you out today" he said making me raise my eyebrows "I don't want you! don't you get it? You've just beaten for god's sake!" I cried crawling on the floor. blood was dripping from my nose and mouth. and my arms were bruised so are my legs. "We need to make up! you know I love you right?" I glared at him "LEAVE! FUCKING LEAVE!" I screamed.

My body was aching, and I couldn't handle the pain. He bent down and held me from my forearm making me wince when his grip got tighter on the bruise "YOU. ARE. COMING. AND. THAT'S. FINAL" he screamed and kicked me in my bruised ribs. "F-ck you" I whispered before my vision got blurry then it turned to Black, A complete darkness.

"ISABELLE!" I'm getting shacked violently, and then I realize Justin's in front of me shacking me so violently, "ISABELLE!" he screams making me go back down to earth. "Huh?"

He takes a deep breath and hugs me tightly, I haven't realized I'm crying insanely. "Hey, It's alright" he whispers rubbing my back calming me down. I shake my head "It's not alright! Everything's a fuck up!" I scream and push him away.

"Isabelle" he looks taken back. "Don't! Just don't! since when we got back as friends?" I cry, he stares at me for a moment and he takes a step forward, I get up from the chair and back away "Don't get near me nor touch me!"

He runs his hand through his hair and says nothing, I wipe my tears uselessly, They just keep pouring down my cheeks. That's when I realized I'm so scared of Tom, more than ever. I don't want to let people in, I'm so scared of them hurting me.

"please, Leave" I cry and turn around not wanting him to see me cry. The house is full of silence regardless of my loud cries and I think he's left.

"Isabelle, please look at me" Suddenly I hear his voice, I bite my lower lip. "I don't know what happened. We were fine like half an hour ago, and then I hear your loud scream across the streets. I came in a hurry and find you crying so insanely!" he says and sighs "Was it something I did Isabelle?" he asks like he's afraid of the answer. "Isabelle, Was it something I did? or said?" he asks again making me stop crying. I wipe my tears. "I can't stand hurting you" he whispers making me scoff.