Nurture. (A Justin Bieber's FanFic)

41;You

"And I'm always tired, but never of you" -Gnash

Justin's POV

I stare out of the window at the rain that's been pouring down for 4 hours, and my gaze goes back to sleeping Isabelle who's laying next to me hugging my waist while I play with her hair.

I stare at her and sigh thinking of how will I complete talking to her like I have no feelings to her. It hurts, it hurts bad because I know she'll never look at me in that way. for her I'm just someone who helps her during her hard time, a best friend who's there for her no matter what. and I know she doesn't want to lose me, but I'm pretty sure if I told her I have a crush on her, she'd freak out, let alone falling in love with her, I'd be dead.

I think I've fallen in love with her, she's a special one, for sure. She can make me happy within seconds, and sad within seconds. She literally holds my heart between her hands and she has no idea about that. It's quite frustrating to look at the person you love and she looks at you back in a completely different way.

"Justin" I look down at the girl whom I fell for and smile "I'm cold" she whispers rubbing her eyes, "It's been raining for four hours! It's crazy"

"It's November Justin, and we're in Canada. what do you expect?" she asks, and I sigh getting up "Where are you going?" she asks, I look back at her "to bring you more blankets" I say, she smiles widely and nods making my stomach burn.

It's unfair to me to feel all these feelings, and she's oblivious to them.

After taking some blankets, I come back to my room and place them on Isabelle, I lay back in my bed and almost instantly she wraps her arms around my body, I intertwined our fingers and smile at her.

"Justin" she whispers, "Yeah?"

"I love you" I get this burning sensation once again and gulp "I love you, too Iz.. you know that" Only if she knows.

Suddenly my phone vibrates which is next to Isabelle, "who is it?" I ask, Isabelle takes my phone opening a message "When's the last time you had sex?" she asks, I look at her questioning and shrug "Months ago, literally months ago" I say, she nods "Well, there's this girl offering sex" she says giving me my phone and I just shake my head not reading the text message.

I slip my hand under Isabelle's hoodie and rub her bare waist wanting to feel closer to her. "Are we doing something today?" She asks, I shrug "do you want to do anything?" I ask, she shrugs "nope"

"Good, stay like that" I say with a chuckle, "you want me to be lazy, Bieber?" She asks, and I nod smiling.

We suddenly hear a knock on the door, and the door is opened revealing Ryan, he looks at us and groans "both of you look comfortable as hell" he says and lays next to Isabelle making me glare at him and he winks at me making me mad.

"We didn't tell you to come in" I glare at him as he wraps an arm around Isabelle's shoulder, he shrugs "what are you guys doing today?" He asks completely ignoring me.

"Nothing" replies Isabelle turning her attention to him, "wrong. You're coming to my family's house. They're out of town which means we have it for ourselves! And my sister is also out of town! Isn't that awesome?" He asks excited and I turn my head feeling annoyed by him.

"We have Justin's house for ourselves, how's that a difference?" She asks, and suddenly I feel her hand on mine under her hoodie and I instantly smile playing with her fingers.

"I have an indoor pool" he smiles, Isabelle looks at me "come on, let's go" she says excitedly and gets up, "I'll go to my house and take my bikini, I'll meet you guys in the car" and with that, she closes the door. What happened to the I'm not doing anything today?