Nurture. (A Justin Bieber's FanFic)

Nurture (A/N)

Hellooooo Guysss!
Before I begin, I want to thank each and every reader for reading this book, I love you guys so much!

So the reason I'm writing this A/N is to write about the reason I wrote this story. I'd appreciate it if you guys read my experience.

So when I was in the tenth grade, I suffered from depression. And at the end of the half semester, I had my physics final exam, and I was really anxious.

I remember that the exam was seven pages, and the duration time was one hour and a half. I couldn't write anything, my paper was white, and so the teacher came up to me and she held the paper to see what I wrote so far.

She was so surprised when she saw that the paper is white. Already 30 minutes were gone, and I only had an hour to finish these 7 papers.

I didn't know where to begin, I forgot everything, every rule, and just everything. My mind has gone completely blank.

And so the teacher started asking me about the exam, and I couldn't even reply, because I knew if I spoke one more word, I'd explode crying. Anxiety was eating me alive.

It was my final exam, and I couldn't write one single word! I was pretty much going to fail.

One tear dropped and I hurried wiped it away, but the teacher saw me and so she was like: hey stephanie, let's go outside.

I remember telling her how I don't want to go back to the exam, and she surprised me by telling me how I've changed. :)

I remember her saying to me: Stephanie, you under estimate yourself a lot. You've changed. I don't know what happened to you, but you were so happy in the eighth grade, and now you're like a whole different person.

I WAS SHOCKED. NO ONE PAID ATTENTION, NO ONE KNEW. EVEN MY BEST FRIEND, AND MY FAMILY. No one asked, no one had a clue what was going on.

And then this teacher, who I just see her two days in a week, comes up and tells me this. She knew. She knew I was depressed, she knew I've changed, she paid attention.

And she encouraged me to go back to the exam, saying how smart I am, and she just said a lot of motivational words to me. Then I went back to the exam, finished it and guess what? i got an A.

So in this story, Nurture, I wanted to show how people you might think have no idea about what you're going through, actually know better than your own mother, best friend..etc . It's just, it's weird.

She encouraged me, and I did it.

I proved to myself I was smart, I proved to myself that I could do it. My confidence boosted up.

And this is what the story about. Sometimes we need someone to help us, and to guide us. This someone may not be who we think he is, but this is life. Life is too complicated to explain.

And about Rachel's death, I wanted to show you that happy endings do not always exist for some people. People die everyday and it's really unexpected. We can't always get what we want.

Rachel was a sweet girl, who deserved to live a good life, but shit happens. She suffered and struggled, and at the end of the fight, she died. I just wanted to show you in her death how life can be so unfair.

Her chances to build a future, go to a university, build a family, experience her first child is now a zero. And this happens in real life. Life is shit.

So I hope you guys loved my story..

If you want to ask any questions, please feel free to ask!

If you need a friend, please feel free to text me!

And please, just so you know, whatever you're going through will end someday and somehow you'll be Okay.

I'm here for you, always.

I love you guys.

-Stephanie