Nurture. (A Justin Bieber's FanFic)

47;Feelings

"She was life itself. Wild and free. Wonderfully chaotic. A perfectly put together mess."

Isabelle's POV

"have you checked up on Ry?" Justin asks, I leave the book that is in my hands and look at him "he wants to be left alone Jay" I reply with a sad smile.

he sighs and sits next to me, pulling me closer to him "I hope he'll be okay" I whisper, Justin nods and places a kiss on my shoulder.

We stay in silence for the next minutes before I decide to break it "you know.. it aint that something new"

"What is it?" Justin asks slowly with a frown.

I bite my lower lip and look at Justin "The whole dating thing.. we've basically did everything together for the past months".

"Isabelle" Justin sings my name "babe.. we even had sex together" he sings and I widen my eyes "Justiin" I slap his arm playfully, and he chuckles.

"Isabelle" Justin calls my name after silence, I roll my eyes and sigh "you're so annoying J".

"look at me Iz" he says, my eyes leave my phone's screen and look at my boyfriend "whatt?"

He places his hand on my cheek, and stares at my eyes "Justin?" I whisper, his eyes move from my eyes to my lips "I still haven't kissed those lips, Iz" Justin whispers, and my heart beats faster than usual once I've heard this.

We've kissed lots of times but I'm so nervous probably because this time we've actually admitted our feelings to each other?

I gulp as I watch him lean in, and by each step closer, I feel my heart is being pulled away from my chest. fuck, what is he doing to me?

Suddenly we hear a loud sound, and he pulls away. I notice I've dropped my phone to the floor, and I curse myself for ruining such moment. I bend down and take my phone before looking at Justin who's looking at me "uh sorry" I mumble.

He smiles and shakes his head before getting up "Let's go and see Ryan.. we can't leave him like this" Justin whispers, and I nod unable to speak because I'm still recovering from what was going to happen.

He takes my hand and we walk together towards Ryan's room and get inside.

We sit with Ryan for a while, talking, and trying to get him out of his depressed mood but nothing works. I hate seeing him like this, this broken.

I love Ryan, I really do. since the beginning he has always tried to cheer me up with his positive energy, and most of the time it worked. I can't leave him in such a moment.

"I got an idea" I suddenly say catching their attention.

"let's leave now, and so tomorrow morning Ryan can visit Rachel instead of waiting for two days" I shrug, Ryan looks at me before turning his attention to Justin waiting for an answer.

"Come on, let's pack and leave" Justin replies and gets up, Ryan smiles warmly, and I smile back as I leave the room.

We pack, and explain the situation to our friends, then leave silently.

In our way back, I turn my head to Ryan who's silently texting on his phone "hey, you okay bud?" I ask, he nods and locks his phone before laying his head on the window.

I sigh and lay my head on the window just like the way he did, and suddenly I feel a hand holding mine and I smile knowing it's Justin's.

"Tell your mom you're sleeping at mine tonight" Justin says, I raise an eyebrow, "we aren't married" I say knowing this comment will piss him off.

He stops at a red light and look at me frowning "Isabelle".

"Justin"

"You're sleeping at mine" he say again, I shake my head "I'm sleeping at mine today.. Alone" I shrug.

"You aren't serious, are you?"

I ignore him pretending to be serious. The light goes green and Justin completes driving in silence.

Me and Ryan start talking about werewolves and their theories so randomly until Justin cuts us off.

"Did you text your mom?" He asks, and Ryan looks at me amused "I told you Jay.. We're not sleeping together today" I say.

"But.. You are my cuddle buddy Isabelle" Justin groans. "You're my girlfriend" he completes.

"Justin, clearly she's kidding, for fucks sake" Ryan rolls his eyes, and I chuckle.

"Ohh.. I knew that anyway" he lies, and I laugh "sure, Jay.. Suree you knew"

And we complete talking about random stuff for the rest of the drive, sometimes sleep, sometimes we change the driver, and this is how we spent the road trip.

The second we reach Justin's home, it is already past midnight. I park the car and look at the two boys who are sleeping peacefully.

I shake Justin lightly, and he opens his eyes almost instantly "come on, get inside" I give him the home keys, he rubs his eyes and nods before opening the car door.

I look back at Ryan and shake his shoulder lightly, "Ryan" and he doesn't wake up. I shake him harder "Ry".

It takes him couple of minutes to wake up, "Ryan, we're here".

"Isabelle, you're coming with me right?" Justin calls from outside and I notice he's holding the suitcases, I nod and get out of the car.

"Ryan wake up!" I suddenly scream when I see that he's gone hack to sleep, he wakes up hurriedly, "come on wake up" I groan as I pull him out of the car and lock it.

Both of us get inside "good night Ry" I whisper as I walk up the stairs, "wait, Iz".

"Thank you for today, in general" he says, I smile and just shake my head as I head upstairs.

I get inside Justin's room, and notice he's inside the bathroom. I sigh as I take off my clothes and put on some random sweat pants and hoodie.

I knock on the bathroom's door "Justin?"

"Yeah?"

"I really need to pee" I say, and I hear his laugh before he opens the door.

I hurry and get inside, I look at Justin who's brushing his teeth, "well.. Get out" I say holding the sweatpants tight.

"I've seen you naked hundreds of times Isabelle" Justin replies while brushing his teeth, "oh my god Justin, at least turn around".

After he turns around, I pee peacefully and both of us finish at the same time, he leaves and I stay to wash my face and brush my teeth.

I turn off the light once I finish and get inside the bed "Justin, you awake?" I whisper, he hums and wraps an arm around me as he pulls me closer to him.

"Isabelle"

"What?" I ask feeling so sleepy at the moment, I feel his hand on my chin and he makes me look at him, "I really want to kiss you" he whispers shyly, and again I become nervous.

He leans in, placing his lips on mine and I kiss him back almost instantly.

And I get this usual feeling in my stomach again; butterflies. I smile against his lips as he pulls away "good night Iz"

"Night, Jay"
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Late chapter Friday.