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You don't know how it really happened. One moment you have a normal life with everyone you love in your life. And then, people you thought you knew, turn their back on you. Which results in you standing in the middle of the streets at 3am.
Your first reflex would be to call someone. But you're scared. Scared that people might reject you again. But now you have nothing to lose.
You got out your phone and started to look for a familiar number. Damiano. You clicked on the contact and your phone started calling. He answered back on the second. "Y/N, you do know that it's three in the morning ?" He voice was grave and strained, you certainly had just woke him up. "I know, sorry." You winced at the sound of your voice. You had been crying for the last few hours without using it, so it was still a little broken.
You heard shuffles on the other side of the phone, telling you that Damiano had sat up, probably awake better. "Hey, what's wrong ?" His voice was gentle, making your heart clench. You didn't want to lie to him. "Please don't ask... Could you come...pick me up ?" A little silence on the other hand. "Yeah sure, where are you ?" You told him the address you were. You sat miserably on the sidewalk. Fifteen minutes later, a car pulled up to your level. Damiano got out, his worry written all over his face. You smiled to hide your state but the you remembered what you looked like. Cheeks red, running nose, trembling body, in pyjamas.
You noticed his apologetic gaze and you didn't have the force to hold back the tears. You burst into sobs as he pressed you against his chest, rubbing your back in a soothing movement. "They kicked me out Dami..." his muscle visibly tensed. "What..?" Of course he did not understand, no one could. Your family was very loving and understanding. How could anyone from the outsiders understand. "Y/n, why ?" You simply shook your head, signalling you didn't want to talk about it.
He sighed and brought you back to his place. The group was staying there for a while. But luckily they were all still asleep when you came in. Damiano gave you the last guest room he had, Which was the one next to his. As soon as you were alone in the infamous bed. You started to sob in your pillow. You cried yourself to sleep that night.
The next morning~
Vic was the last of the four joining the breakfast, yu were still in your room. She mumble a 'morning' and the three boys answered. "Hey, I got woke up at 4 am by some voices. Did someont pass by ?" Thomas asked Damiano. The lead singer rubbed his eyes, he had spent a long night, trying to confort you and barely getting any sleep from how you were crying on the other side of the wall. "It was y/n." The group all turned to him, confused as to why their friend would come by at such an hour. "She called me at three, asked me to pick her up." Damiano explained tiredly. "She was drunk ?" Ethan questioned. Damiano sighed. "I wish. She was sitting on the side walk, still in her pyjamas. She looked like she had been crying for a while. When i got out of the car she immediately started crying and told me her parents kicked her out." Their eyes widened. "M/n and D/n ? Why ? That's not like them..." Vic commented and Damiano only shrugged. "She refused to tell me, I think we should give her some-"
"Morning." You cut him off, coming into the kitchen. You had heard their conversation, but didn't act on it. You crossed Vic's eyes and your heart jumped in your throat. You forced yourselves to look away. That girl had some serious influence on your heart rate. "Hey... are you okay ?" Ethan have you a cup of tea. You just shrugged it off. "Yeah... I guess..." you clearly weren't okay. Your eyes were red from crying and the lack of sleep, dark circles seemed tattooed under your eyes and you felt numb.
"Do you want to talk about it ?" Vic proposed, you laughed bitterly, staring at your tea. "What is there to say ? I'm the disappointment of my family." She raised her brows, now this was serious. "I'm sure it'll get better. They're Oro just angry." You scoffed. "Well I don't think so. They told me that we are now strangers, that im a slut and they never want to see or hear from me again." This time it was complete shock for all. They wanted to ask more. But they saw that you didn't want to explain further for the moment.
You spent the first half of the week in a depressed state. Until Vic came into your room. Your heart made a double flip. She had makeover stuff. "Girls night ! I'm not taking no for an answer." She mused, putting some stuff on the bed as you sat up. "I don't feel like it." She sighed heavily. "you can't stay here and eat chocolate forever. I want to cheer you up and I like to transform you into a bad bitch. Even if you're gorgeous already." You blushed and looked down. "The boys won't miss you ?" You asked shipishly. "no, they're playing uno. And I'd rather not argue with Damiano tonight about his damned rules." You chuckled and saw she was waiting for you answer. You rolled your eyes playfully. "Fiiine." She squealed happily and started to reach for stuff.
After an hour of skincare and gossips. She started to do your eye makeup. She was straddling your lap, chest pressed against yours. You were staring at her as she was focused on the highlinner. She was a sight for sore eyes. She then made eye contact with you. She stayed like that for like an eternity before pushing a strand of your hair behind your ear. You smiled awkwardly and thanked her as she quickly hot back to her work.
After a little midnight photoshoot of your makeup. You drank soda and chilled on the bed. She takes a sip, you stare at her and you can't help but bite my lip. She catches you and you fake drinking your coke. "In love with me ?" She jokes and you nearly choke. She laughs harder, such a beautiful sound. She then gazes at your hair. "Can I make some braids ?" You're taken aback but still nod. She braids your hair, you sit there blacking out for the first time. When she finishes, you turn around and take notice of the proximity. You drown into her blue almond shaped eyes.
Next thing you know, you lose control and you finally kiss her. But, oh no, she retracts, frowning. "What are you-" you feel shame going up to your cheeks, as well as the tears welling up. Well now you've done it y/n... You can't bear her insisting gaze another second and you run out of the room. Her calling after you. You pass next to the boys who were sitting in the living room, playing uno. They detect the bad situation and start to also follow you.
You really need some air so you run into the empty streets, their air colliding with your face. You run very fast. The shame, the rejection pushing you far away from them. You hide behind a house and curl up in a ball. After ten minutes, they finally find you. You look up from your knees, your cheeks damped from tears. They looked at you questioningly, worry written on their faces. You were about to admit what got you kicked out. What got you in such bad mental health lately.
"I think I'm bi..." they looked down at you and kneeled down to hug you tightly. That was the last reaction you expected. You expected them to hate you, to find you disgusting. But now you remember who you're talking to. You're taking to your best friends. "I know..." Damiano said, kissing your forehead. You frowned a little. "you know ?"the four of you asked the Italian brunette. "Of course I do. I would call that big brother instincts." That actually made you smile. "We should head back before we freeze to death in our pyjamas." Ethan suggested and Vic helped you up.
The guys were walking a few feet ahead of you and Vic. It was a confortable silence that she broke. "Y/n, about earlier-" "No, I'm so sorry, I shouldn't have done that. I know that you're not into these stuff. I just got excited and..." you felt some lips being pressed against yours. It was really enjoyable but you barely had the time to kiss back. "Never apologize to us about your sexuality. Your parents maybe some fucking assholes but we are not. We are your friends, your family, your loved-ones. Understood?" You were so dumbfounded that you could only nod. "Now about that kiss. Man you took you sweet time. I've been waiting for two years." She complained. "But- you retracted when I kissed you." "That's because I was taken aback, not because I didn't like it." You both start to laugh at each other stupidity and you smirked. "Then let me catch my waisted time." And you kissed her again. The boys are cheering from afar. They were your only family, the only one you needed.
Hope you enjoyed. Sorry a little late. See ya for day 3 !
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