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You have a major sweet tooth, and it's something that your friends and family often poke fun at. You can't help it though - the taste of sugar just makes you feel happy and content, and you love the feeling of sinking into a comfy couch after a long day with a big bowl of ice cream. You also have a weakness for cakes and cookies, and you can't resist asking for an extra slice of birthday cake at celebrations. While your sweet tooth might sometimes be a little too strong, you wouldn't change it for the world - it's a part of who you are, and you love it. And your girlfriend loves it too. She looks like a ball of energy- which she is- but she also has so chill moments where you talk about deep things. So when you're feeling upset about something, she always know that sugar will temporally make you feel better until you both can find a solution.
But Vic's not here and it's been hard not to see your lover as much as you'd like due to work obligations, and you find yourself feeling upset and lonely. You've been trying to keep busy, focusing on your hobbies and spending time with friends, but nothing can replace the feeling of being with your girlfriend. You miss her smile, the way she makes you laugh, and the comfort that only she can provide. But, you try to stay positive, knowing that this is only temporary, and that your lover's love for you remains as strong as ever.
But the dreadful feeling is persistent. You've been feeling down lately, and it seems like everything is getting on top of you. You don't know what to do, and you're starting to feel like you're losing your grip on everything. The world seems to be spinning faster and faster, and you can't catch up. You feel like you're drowning, trying to keep your head above water, but each wave pulls you under further. You don't know how to swim, and you feel like you're lost at sea without a guide. It's a terrible feeling, and you wish there was someone who could help you through it.
You're feeling down and out, stuck in a funk that you can't seem to shake. It's been a long week and you can't help but let out a sigh as you lean back in your chair, staring out the window. Your thoughts are hazy and your heart feels heavy, but you know that it's important to take care of your mental health. So, you take a deep breath, and as you exhale, you remind yourself that this too shall pass. The hours become long, too long and you jump out of your sit when your shift stops. You have been jumping from job to job to pay your studies, you firmly refused help from anyone and now it was getting on you. But never in hell would you admit it.
You're feeling exhausted and overwhelmed. As you walk into your apartment, you feel a deep sense of weariness take over your entire body. Vic isn't here and it's making it all sound even worse than it is. Without even realizing it, you break down in tears, unable to hold back the emotions that have been building inside of you all day. And all you want is to be held, to be told that everything is going to be alright. As you sob uncontrollably, hoping that someone is there to listen to your woes and offer a hug, your mind is swimming with all that you've gone through in the last 24 hours. From the early morning alarm, to the constant meetings, to the endless to-do list that seems to grow the farther along into the day you get. It feels like you can never catch up, like you're constantly behind, like you're always trying to play catch up.
As you sit on the ground, your knees brought up to your chest for some confort, tears streaming down your face, you can't help but feel completely and utterly broken. The day has been rough, and you're feeling the weight of it all. It feels like you're carrying the world on your shoulders, and you can't handle it anymore. That's when you hear a soft voice calling out to you, and you look up to see Vic approaching you. "Cosa stai facendo bella ?" she speaks in a small voice and the emotions get to you again. Sobs double in size and the worry writes further on her beautiful features. You're tired of telling everyone that you're fine.
As you lay on the floor, tears streaming down your face and chest heaving with sobs, you feel a pair of arms wrap around you, pulling you tight and burying your face into her warm shoulder. You hear her whisper soft words of comfort, reminding you that everything will be okay, no matter how hard it seems. You feel her heartbeat against your back, the sound of it steady and strong, like a reminder that you are not alone. And as the tears continue to fall, you can feel the love and support radiating from her, filling you with a sense of safety and security. She's your confort person. In that moment, you know that you are loved, and that there is someone who will always be there for you, no matter what.
"Vic... I-I can't do it. I'm not enough..." She passes a soothing hand in your hair, hushing you. "Yes you can tesoro. You may not see the light at the end of the tunnel today, but you will in time. And in the meantime, you can try your best to be kind to yourself and take things one step at a time. Your journey isn't always easy, but it's worth it, and you know that you'll reach the top." The words may seem useless at first. But as you cry it out, you realize that you're not alone, and that you have friends and family who care about you, who are there to support you. And even though it's been a tough day, you know that you'll get through it, and that tomorrow will be a new day with new opportunities.
She settles you on the couch before leaving for a minute. She comes back, hiding something behind her back. "I have some friends that wanna say hi. Their name's Ben and Jerry." She simles as she sits beside your numb self. She slips a spoon with you favourite ice cream flavor into your mouth. You immediately fell the effects of it. Every bite feels like a little burst of delight, a small moment of joy in the midst of your melancholy. And before you know it, the sugary treat has worked its magic, and you're feeling a little better. Sure, this may just be a temporary fix, but it's enough to get you through the night. You remind yourself to take things one day at a time, and know that every little bit of happiness, no matter how small, is important.
Vic has been your rock through tonight. She gently guide you to bed, she brushes your hair away from your face offering you a gentle kiss on the head, tucking you in and pulling the covers up to your chin. You can feel her warmth beside you, and as your eyes begin to grow heavy, you feel a sense of peace wash over you. You've been through a lot today, but with her by your side, you know that everything will be alright. She whispers words of encouragement in your ear, reminding you that you're stronger than you think and that she's proud of you for making it through another day. You nestle into her embrace, feeling safe and loved, ready to face tomorrow with renewed courage and hope.
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