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Words count: 2,2kHe was the one. And you knew it from the very beginning.
You were the definition of a healthy relationship. It is one that is built on a strong foundation of trust, communication, and affection. It's a relationship where both partners feel safe, loved, and respected, and where they work together to overcome obstacles and build happy memories. It's a relationship where both partners support one another through thick and thin, and where they grow and evolve together over time. It's a relationship where both partners feel empowered and fulfilled, and where they can express themselves freely without fear of judgment or disapproval. It's a relationship where both partners are constantly learning from one another, and where they feel grateful and thankful for the love they share. It's a relationship where both partners feel that they're part of something special and meaningful, and where they have a deep sense of connection and closeness. A healthy relationship is one that is truly a blessing, and one that everyone deserves to experience at least once in their lifetime. You learned that throughout your love life.
Thomas was your first love. The first love is a special thing, it's something you're never going to forget. The memories and emotions will always be there. It's a unique and precious experience that you'll never experience again. It's a time that's filled with hope, excitement, and anticipation, but also with nerves and uncertainty. It's a time when everything is new and exciting, where every moment feels important and meaningful. It's a time when you're willing to do anything to make the other person happy and when you truly believe that love can conquer all. When you think back on your first love, you can't help but feel a mixture of nostalgia, happiness, and sadness all at once. It's a beautiful thing, but it's also a bittersweet memory. You remembered him waiting for you after class. Discovering things together, building a future slowly. Making your dreams come true.
He was your discovery of love and it was rather intense. But...The rock star lifestyle is a demanding and intense one, and it can take a toll on your relationship. As your lover's career takes off and he spends more time on the road, you can't help but feel a growing sense of distance between the two of you. It's hard to compete with the adoration of thousands of fans, and it's hard to compete with the excitement of playing in front of sold-out crowds. You find yourself waiting for calls and texts that never come, and you find yourself feeling alone in a way you never have before. It's not that you don't want Thomas to succeed - you do - but at the same time, you can't help but feel like you're being left behind. You don't know how to navigate this new dynamic, and you feel like you're losing the person you thought you knew.
As the guitar chords of his new song filled the air, you couldn't help but feel a pang of sadness in your heart. Your lover, once so dedicated to your relationship, now seemed to be slipping away, consumed by his work as a rock star. The late nights on tour, the endless press interviews, and the adoring fans made it difficult for you to compete with his newfound fame. You felt like a shadow, a ghost of his past, a reminder of a time before he was famous.
You knew that you couldn't hold him back, that you couldn't ask him to give up his dreams. But it was impossible not to feel hurt and betrayed, to feel like your relationship was nothing but a casualty of his success. As he walked out the door, you couldn't help but wonder if you would ever see him again, if he would ever come back to you.
But you kept going. Not ready to let go of this. It was your first and you were always sure it would be your last. But things get even worse and he's slipping through your finger. You call him one night, suggesting watching a movie while he's back in town and he tiredly agrees.
As you drive down the highway at midnight, you find yourself lost in the lyrics of "Midnight Rain" by Taylor Swift. The song speaks of a relationship that was once full of passion, but has since become empty and hollow. As you listen to the words, you find yourself comparing your own relationship to the one in the song. You realize that you and Thomas have grown apart and that something is missing.
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