My Poetry

~Fourty Eight~

People wonder why I'm not truthful.
Why I hide my emotions.

Well it's because when I try to share the darkest emotions in me
You throw reasons at me not to. 

When I try and talk about my happiness you say,
Don't brag it's rude.

When I say I'm insecure you call me a liar.
You say,
"That can't be, 
You have the body everyone wants,
You are what they want to be,
Don't lie just for pity."

So I try,
I try,
I try.
But I can't. 
You don't let me. 

You need to understand you can't pay for something and not expect the item. 
Don't ask if you don't want to know. 
You ask me a question I'll answer,
But don't go at me because it's not what you wanted me to say.