They're together,
And talk about love and life,
And here I am,
Refusing to be near the two,
because it makes me feel ew.
She won't show me the texts because she says I'll act like I did with the other two,
which is true.
Now, don't think I'm not happy for her,
I am.
I just can't do the whole sappy lovey thing.
Which is odd,
because that's precisely what I read,
what I dream of.
It's what I want and yet....
don't?
I don't know.
When I think about it,
it doesn't seem as bad,
or when I read about it it sounds...
nice.
But then I see it,
and I back away from what I'm feeling.
They do it and I take a step back.
Like what the hell?
Did I want it?
Do I want him?
Or do I don't?
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