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Forever, you are my star [A] ; K.YS + C.S (W/ JWY)

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words: 4400

- not all soulmates are romantic.
⚠️ character death
(this is from san's POV the entire time)

life wasn't fair.

from a young age i knew this.

before the age i can even remember i had complete knowledge of the brutalities that came with human existence. the whole idea of natural selection, the concept of never trusting a single soul regardless of who they are to you, it was a dog-eat-dog world and i had to know that even as a little boy. no person exactly asks to be born, they don't wish to be put in such a gruelling position where their life is so horrible that they want to end it all before the age of ten and yet that's what this world is.

my parents never wanted me, i was made aware of that point from an early stage.

i had been in the care system since i was a week old, or at least that'd what they had told me. who was i to argue? i had to believe whatever i heard.

attempts were made to find me placements or new families but ultimately i was put back into the system. i never did anything terrible that made me so undesirable by people but nobody seemed to enjoy my presence which only made me hate myself more and more.

it got to a point so bad where i had been moved through the system to different care facilities and care homes because it was clearly too difficult to house me, so they pined me off to be someone elses problem.

i had recently been housed in yet another new faculty, and as their guidelines they took me to the hospital to run some procedures to find out all genetic data about me, make sure i had no diseases that would make me less likely to be adopted.

although it seems no disease could be as bad as simply me being there.

i sat in the hospital bed, wasting away the hours by watching the dingy little television in the corner. i had been placed in a shared room, but it was currently empty with only me in it. it seemed to only house another person but i didn't mind having a roommate, i was used to that by now.

i wasn't used to this treatment however. expensive tests being ran just to get a clear image of who i was. but seeing how fancy the facility was, it wasn't too surprising. i had a big room all to myself, in a large hall with many other rooms housing tons of other children. it was fascinating truly, and was definitely the best placement i'd had probably ever.

i wouldn't even care if i didn't get adopted if i got to stay there forever.

i flicked through the different channels, desperately attempting to find something new to watch when i heard a squeak of some sort to my left, and noticed as a bed was wheeled into my room. i sat back curiously watched as a boy, looking similar in age to myself, be wheeled in by a doctor. he placed him by the corresponding wall, hooking all his machines into the wall before making his leave once he was accommodated.

looking over, the boy sat beneath the thin sheets of his bed, eyes fixated on the end frame which housed his chart and information. he was pale, a sickly looking boy. he had dark brown hair and a little pink birthmark by his eye.

overcome with boredom, i climbed out of bed and walked over, dragging along my IV that was stuck in my hand.

"what's your name?" i inquired, a surge of confidence in my veins as he gazed up at me, batting his eyeslashes with a hesitant look on his face, "i'm san."

"yeosang.." he whispered, quieter than a mouse. if i hadn't been stood by him, i wouldn't have heard what he said.

"yeosang?" i repeated, just making sure, as he nodded slightly.