Hijacked| Chanlix

Changes

Chapter 46

Changes

POV Felix

He took me in the car. I was silent as he tried to speak with me.

-Listen, Felix, u look like a good boy, leave Chan for better. He is wrecked and not normal guy for u. He can't commit, I know I was the same with my first love and then it was just the same as Chan.

I don't want anything bad for u but he is broken, deep to the bones, and it finally came time for me to fix it.

I hated him to the core, still sitting silently.

We arrived and he took me out taking to the room. I was nervous as Chan was there. I was trying to escape his hands but he was pushing hard me inside the room.

And we got in as I felt that my heart dropped. There was no-one in. It was so empty. He left. His dad tried to look around for him but there was no-one clearly.

I just sat at the bed, looking on the floor.

-He was here, I see his cigarettes, did u tell him to leave?

He came up to me but I was still muted.

He shouted something leaving the building.

I sat there emptied to the bones.

The smoke was still in the room. Nintendo was besides me and I took it in hands discovering the game he was playing. I smiled, feeling something weird behind the switch. I turned it around to find the note.

"Sorry, I am a mess. Baby boy, I have to heal myself and u can't help me as I should do it. Give me time.

Chan"

The tears were falling down the cheeks as he left me not allowing me to help him, he left again. I was so lost as the drops of tears fell on paper he wrote note on.

The lines were so hurtful. I wanted to be a part of his treatment even if it would be hard and difficult I always wanted to be there.

Again he decided for me.

I heard loud stomping in the corridor as boy flew into the room. They looked absolutely lost and didn't expect what happened.

The first time I tried to find him very hard and even San was helping me but he wasn't aware as well as Chan was silent for him too.

His dad was desperate too, lurking around with no sense and there was I with the whole hole in my chest.

Weeks flew by with my friends around and nothing else. I had no thoughts on him, he didn't think that his escape will hurt me and while he was curing I was becoming more and more ill.

I ended up drunk after I failed one more course in dancing and my teacher gave me last chance as the talent was his last hope.

I was turning into him now. Was he satisfied? I didn't know and then didn't care.

It was whole month of emptiness and it was the only memories of him and my friends decided to make it better to take me to the party.

I luckily got there drunk making out with some dude.

It felt nice for a while to be like that.

For me and my friends were mostly shocked.

Minho said that it would end bad for me.

Han and Hyunjin were mommies who were scolding me for such behaviour and the only Seungmin and IN kept quiet.

I was on the balcony, sipping the drink. Seungmin came up to me.

-Enjoying?

-Kinda.

I said.

-I know u miss him.

-It doesn't matter now.

I said so sure it was a drunk Felix talking.

-U are behaving like him now, I like it.

He smiled and joined me for a dance. 

I knew I had to change something more. Blue hair came and pony tail I was wearing more often as I saw the effect it had on girls.

The style too, from just stupid sporty I thrifted some good things with baggy clothes. It was different Felix now.

I was waling through the school hall in a ponytail with baggy trousers and fitted top with next cover with hood and massive shoes.

The looks were there.

I saw my friends joining them, they looked surprised but got used to it fast.

-Chan should return now, or we will lose Felix.

Han said, making me glaring at him with side eyes.

-For sure.

Hyunjin added.

And here they were standing in front of me with even bigger eyes.

-What?

I asked looking at them. Minho even stood up.

-I like u blued hair, baby boy but I think blonde suits u more.

I heard a whisper from behind into my ear. Shivers ran threw the spine.

-Missed me, little?

I turned to see Chan, recovered and hot as fuck standing there in front of me.

I opened my mouth from shock.