Hijacked| Chanlix

Push up

Chapter 53

Push up

POV Felix

-What did he do?

I was worried again of how hard he can hurt me this time.

I was again sad and took a glass finishing it with no need of water, it got sweet for me.

-Hey, slow down, baby. He should tell u that, not me. Remember Felix he was on drugs at the time. He was loaded as fuck. 2 doses of pure shit.

San said taking the cup from my hands. He was carrying about me.

-I will give u the address and my driver will take u to him now, cause I don't need u at such hour alone outside and Chan would kick my balls for it.

San said the address and I left with the guard of his.

The road was horrible as the thoughts of him were overwhelming me every second. I knew he did bad but the thing that I could forgive him anything was scarring me even more.

I wanted to believe e it was small but I felt it was pure satan as he was drugged.

The flat was on the last floor of the building and it looked nice. I went up alone.

The road seemed like a long black tunnel going up.

The doors were in front of me.

I pressed the button.

I heard the movement and the door was unlocked.

Half naked Chan with messy hair and slightly drunk look and a bottle of some alcohol was standing in front of me. He looked ad if I made some magic and found him.

-Felix?

-Yes, it's me and we have to talk.

I pushed him inside as he closed the door, going after me.

I found the rood big and the window inviting.

He really picked up the best looking flat in the city and it suited him so well.

He was standing behind me as he put the bottle on the table. The room filled with alcohol and sins.

-Chan what did u do?

I asked with whole seriousness and was ready to take any answer in with the any consequence.

He signed and the heavy breath was on the side of my left ear as he came closer.

-San told u?

He asked in panic.

-San told me where u live now and now I'm ready to listen to whatever happened to u or whatever u did bad.

I didn't want to see his eyes as it would make me weak and I wanted to take it as clear as I could.

He was standing by me and inhaling the perfume I had on, it calmed him down. He was so close I could feel his aura entering mine and touching.

-I was in such a pain I couldn't hold it already, so I had to do something as the painkillers weren't helping either and I went to the club and got high with San. I felt so good in a while that I haven't noticed that I got double dose of the drugs and it made me uncontrollable, I felt every piece of the bone before and now it was just fun for life and I used it all.

I felt he signed and placed his head down.

-How long did u party?

I asked being afraid to hear the answer.

-A week or so.

-What?

I was so shocked as I turned to hims facing the bad reality of whatever would have happened there. He was a whole week drinking and drugging himself up when I thought he was healing.

He looked at me and his eyes full of regrets and it was the first time I saw it inside.

-What did u do?

I asked as he was looking not for the question I asked him. I saw the single tear formed on his eyes and it ran down the check as he held onto my arm.

It was desperate look.

-I asked u!

I was so done with his bullshits that my nerves were wrecked.